oooh, it's cold in the living room

i fell asleep in dom's bed for a while, i guess i got a bit warm and it woke me up, but it's nice and cold out here so my head's feeling better
had a distressing dream that involved some sort of strange dangerous water ride, that involved like 7 people (including me) sitting on several 2x4s nailed together to form a t shape with then several crossboards as well, distressing and life-threatening
what IS my brain babbling on about whilst i sleep?

so i read a few recent friend's entries and i see spanky's 10:12 post and i'm sad, i guess he completely missed the fact that he upset me and i cried cause he acts like he thinks he's better than us and whatever we are below him is really bad it seems, i won't even go into explaining why kal wasn't pissed that's not my place.

anyway eris, time to forget about it. i hear rumors of pizza......

everquest noises in my head

i don't even play everquest, and in my head isn't right, i'm hearing the spellcasting noises that happen when dom plays and it sounds like it's coming from our bedroom (dom's computer is in our bedroom, kal and i are currently in dom's bed) but it's happening very regularly, so i think i must be hearing fan noises from there and my brain translates it into eq noises
cause even if say spanky were for some reason playing everquest (nevermind the fact he doesn't hardly know what it is) then i'd see the light from the monitor cause the door's open
maybe that room is haunted by the ghost of everquest
it's angered that dom isn't playing

ok kal rolled over and talked to me for a few seconds and he couldn't hear it, then i went to the bathroom and as soon as i turned on the light in the bathroom i couldn't hear the noises anymore, so i left the bathroom light on.
now i'm looking for things to watch and i've got earphones on so no hearing things down the hall!

nope

now i'm thinking the noises are either the fans in here or truly in my head, i'm still hearing them
perhaps i'm going slowly sane?

in search of the perfect pill

i tried to hold out
i only had one claritn left
i'm tired and i could feel the possibility of waking up to horrid cough coming up
i just searched out and found it, and swallowed it

i think i'll ask kal if i can get some just plain sudafed tomorrow, i wish i had health insurance NOW
stupid prescription only allergy wonder drug
TAUNTING ME!
MOCKING ME!

i'm waiting for it to kick in, somehow i was hoping i could sit here and occupy my mind and relax (mindovermatter) and then sleep, but sinuses got worse, more sneezing
slightly crazed insomnia lends itself to inspiration though
but i'm tired now, don't want to be used by my imagination anymore
leave me alone!

and damnit no crazy disturbing dreams!!
*glares at her own brain*

sometimes obsessed with the family channel

=( i'd like to say so long and thanks for the fish and don't forget your towel, but i see it's all been said, very sad, only 49
y'know i tried to pin him down for an interview when i was with the now defunct mrradio, but his publicity agent declined, so it's almost a name drop, heh
anyhow still very sad :(

anyhow in me stuff, allergies still driving me crazy, got some generic no-asprin allergy sinus pills that seem to be helping so that's good

i'm watching sabrina the teenage witch movie on fox family channel, kal seems to be annoyed at it
melissa joan hart has a nice ass

zen driving

i'm always at a loss for words in emotional situations, i didn't even think about going to Douglas Adams' site, but Cryo mentioned it. the forum is wonderful and sad, i even left my own ill worded tribute, but i felt i had to.

sad.

this is horrible

usually i'm an evil bitch and could care less when someone i don't know dies.

but with a writer like Douglas Adams you feel like you got to know him from reading his books, at least i did. and i guess i have to cross him off the list in my head of people i'd like to have tea with. perhaps only at the restaurant at the end of the universe.

mildly morbid as it is, i hope his death brings about a re-interest in all his works

i can't stop writing here

i started thinking of my grandfather (father's father) and the feeling i got at his memorial (first time it's ever happened to me when someone i knew died) that he wasn't gone, that he was sitting somewhere watching and being amused at everyone making such a big deal over him.

and i wonder if he read Douglas Adams, he must have, too quirky and funny man to not have.
so i wonder if perhaps wherever my grandfather is that Mr. Adams is too, and if they've met.

obsessively reading the bbs at douglasadams.com.

well now

i think i just wrote my first real fan letter.
i got to thinking about that mental list of mine, i'm not much of a fan person so i've never really made any attempt to contact any of the people that are on that list, just assumed fate would let me bump into them someday
well with one of the list recently dead i figured it wouldn't hurt to write a couple letters

first one to Piers Anthony, i wrote about my list, my reasons for deciding to contact the people on my list, i wrote about how much i've enjoyed his books and how they've stretched my brain.

it'll likely sit in a pile of fan email, but at least i wrote it.

Terry Prachett doesn't seem to have an email but discworld.com is copyright him with an under construction picture.

down the list, the search continues.
mouse once said she had Stephen King's phone number, to be honest i'm mildly afraid of him, hehe

Don't forget your towel

Naked people pay tribute to the passing of Douglas Adams