in search of the perfect pill

[hoveringsombrero]

i tried to hold out
i only had one claritn left
i'm tired and i could feel the possibility of waking up to horrid cough coming up
i just searched out and found it, and swallowed it

i think i'll ask kal if i can get some just plain sudafed tomorrow, i wish i had health insurance NOW
stupid prescription only allergy wonder drug
TAUNTING ME!
MOCKING ME!

i'm waiting for it to kick in, somehow i was hoping i could sit here and occupy my mind and relax (mindovermatter) and then sleep, but sinuses got worse, more sneezing
slightly crazed insomnia lends itself to inspiration though
but i'm tired now, don't want to be used by my imagination anymore
leave me alone!

and damnit no crazy disturbing dreams!!
*glares at her own brain*