amused.

[hoveringsombrero]

*SNORK*

why does my name come up ever other time she's got some crisis? you'd think she should have forgotten me by now

hmm so friends keep turning on you? but it's not your fault at all?
keep repeating the same patterns over and over and expecting a different result?

i dunno why people turn on me or decide to hate me .. but i'm pretty sure it's my fault so i keep trying to do something different
i've had nearly the exact same problems each relationship, so it would stand to reason that it's because of me and my issues because i didn't date the same person over and over
would be kind of silly to just assume that each totally different person had the same issues
(theories about being attracted to the same type of person is rather a different theory and not useful to my rant ;) )

i also keep making the same mistakes over and over aside from dealing with other people issues
prioritizing, organizing, motivation issues, perhaps aliens are poking psychic fingers in my brain, or probes while i sleep?
hmmm no, *pokes her head* i'm the only one in here
oh wait, perhaps it's voices in my head telling me to be lazy and unproductive and kill the president and get frustrated, repeat
but any voices in my head would still be me so that would still be MY issues *gasp*

stupidity is repeating the same thing over and over and expecting different results
i'm trying to not be so stupid
life is not a slot machine (at least in this respect)

Comments

[aaronin.livejournal.com]

you can cross it out but the government knows you wrote it.

[eris.livejournal.com]

you're just jealous cause your voices talk to me

[lesliebeard.livejournal.com]

my vagina is a slot machine

[(Anonymous)]

i pulled the little lever on your vagina and all i got were three cherrys. i'm still waiting to see what happens when it pays off, and how many silver dollars are gonna come flyin' out. ;)

[celestyna.livejournal.com]

I've said it before and I'll say it again. that girl is just plain looney.

she has all this pretentious "everything i do is art" attitude all over her persona and site, and in trying to keep that image and play good-girl all the time, she just dips down into the world of high school gossip. that shit looks bad on anyone. if "turning on" someone means you finally see a person for who they are and not just their mediocre "art" persona, then turning on people is much more truer than staying a spineless "friend".

i so wonder about people like that. if you don't continually stroke their egos like everyone else, they consider you some sort of traitor.

thank goodness there are "cam people" (i'm not even gonna degrade you by calling you that. you're just a person with a cam) that are real from the getgo and have better things to do than to continually harp on something someone did months and months ago. face it. for every time she brings up that angelic destiny thing, she has 100 "oh but ana i love you your so cool"s. whether intentional or subconscious, its reenforcemtnt on her part.

i just think if you're gonna be public with shit, you gotta not take everything so damn personal. she's so burnt out. she needs to focus on her art again if its even still left in her. that other shit drags you down.

[(Anonymous)]

well i'm not mentioning any names, but there are a lot of people around here that spend all of their time and energy MANUFACTURING DRAMA as an excuse to take more pills.

i mean think about it, if people are addicted to a drug their body will actually get physically ill if you take it away from them. that's true of tranquilizers and other mood supressing drugs too. so if your mind knows that it will get more drugs if it blows a mole hill sized drama up into a mountain sized drama....BINGO, that's what it will DO!

[docmaestro.livejournal.com]

life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% of how you deal with it... or some shit I've heard before.

[(Anonymous)]

i think it must have been yogi bera who said that! along with that quote about how baseball is 90% mental, and the other half physical.

[jcaswell.livejournal.com]

It's called "no-one's paying me enough attention...how can I change that?" So she does this. She'll never change.

I love the way she attacks anyone / everyone who doesn't share her opinion / kiss her ass. One day she'll grow up and realise how stupid that is. And how it makes her look. Meantime, it's great entertainment.. :)