amused.

[hoveringsombrero]

*SNORK*

why does my name come up ever other time she's got some crisis? you'd think she should have forgotten me by now

hmm so friends keep turning on you? but it's not your fault at all?
keep repeating the same patterns over and over and expecting a different result?

i dunno why people turn on me or decide to hate me .. but i'm pretty sure it's my fault so i keep trying to do something different
i've had nearly the exact same problems each relationship, so it would stand to reason that it's because of me and my issues because i didn't date the same person over and over
would be kind of silly to just assume that each totally different person had the same issues
(theories about being attracted to the same type of person is rather a different theory and not useful to my rant ;) )

i also keep making the same mistakes over and over aside from dealing with other people issues
prioritizing, organizing, motivation issues, perhaps aliens are poking psychic fingers in my brain, or probes while i sleep?
hmmm no, *pokes her head* i'm the only one in here
oh wait, perhaps it's voices in my head telling me to be lazy and unproductive and kill the president and get frustrated, repeat
but any voices in my head would still be me so that would still be MY issues *gasp*

stupidity is repeating the same thing over and over and expecting different results
i'm trying to not be so stupid
life is not a slot machine (at least in this respect)