it was the best of times it was the .... best of times.

even my bad days are good days these days.
what a thing.
confusion is nothing compared to crap i'm no longer living with.

i'm not eating.
but i'm not getting sick. i just have no money for food.
i got startled into taking $5 so i'd go eat lunch

seems like Andi and i caused all kinds of drama at the party .... man

we offended one chick somehow,
second hand i was told that "those lesbians" were saying offensive things about her
Andi and i cannot figure out exactly what.
she left the party not wanting to be around us.

and then we somehow offended or made uncomfortable, mike's chick
he wouldn't tell me exactly what we did, again Andi and i couldn't quite figure it out exactly.
and i guess he's miffed at me because i blew it off as unimportant.

if you can tell me what i actually DID, i'll apologize that you took it the wrong way.
i'm not about to apologize for something i have no idea what i did
and i'm not going to apologize if i was just being friendly
especially if it's the case of if i were a straight girl whatever i said/did wouldn't have been given a second thought
MEH!

if there was something legitimate we did which made her uncomfortable i'll apologize

if mike's going to be miffy and say no more about it, i'll just ignore it, he'll get over it.

i was horribly dizzy first part of work
but work went by quickly and food helped

now i'm just wishing pinky weren't away!

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She's a flower, I can paint her,
she's a child of the sun,
we're a part of this together,
could never turn around and run
Don't need no fortune teller
to know where my lucky love belongs oh no
Cos it all begins again when it ends, yea,
and we're all
magic friends.
She says: hello, you fool, I love you,
c'mon join the joyride, join the joyride
She says: hello, you fool, I love you,
c'mon join the joyride, be a joyrider