the rest

i'll probably read the last one and add to it in comments later

at the end of the last entry i turned off the laptop and got my stuff together
there was some more picture taking and silliness :)
then stuffed in the car we went

i was kinda half awake in the car, i remember staring at houses and wondering what the insides looked like (i've been doing that a lot lately) or staring at cars and wonder what kind of people they are, what conversations their having, maybe they'll get hit by another car and die, or win the lottery as soon as they leave my sight
my brain wanders oddly when i'm tired
at bart station, hugged everyone goodbye :(
went into the station, i called kal's pager and left a message that we were getting on the bart

we waited a while and then the bart came
we got on, spanky started to drift off and i stared out the window thinking about the insides of houses again
we got to the next to the last stop and after a few mins the train didn't leave the station, then there was an announcement that we'd be sitting there for five mins
there were several in car and in station pages for maintenance or sometype people, then after about 5 mins there was another announcement that this train was out of service and that we were to offboard and wait for the next train

so offboard we did, waited for what seemed like a long time then on next train and home
kal had already been waiting for us for a while
us in car.
drive drive drive
spanky was very tired so we dropped him off at dom's
i was tired too but i thought it'd be too hot to sleep
(this is going to get less descriptive cause i'm very very very tired)
we took a really roundabout way to QT's place because we missed the exit and the freeway going the other way was really busy, so we took this huge strange detour through town and finally ended up in the right place
gave QT money, kal signed things, we met jarrett (ohmygod he is real!) then she walked us through our new apt
then walked us through an empty one with newer stuff to show us what ours will look like in a week when it's fixed up
then we went back to her apt and she showed us hers :)
and kal tried to steal jarrett's chair (damn mexicans!)
now we've gotta come up with the first months rent to move in
planning on moving in Friday
this week is going to suck and i'm tired and don't wanna write anymore
:P

=D

yeah sleep

too damn tired
pictures tomorrow
turning off laptop so it won't be hot and upset when i wake up

amused.

*SNORK*

why does my name come up ever other time she's got some crisis? you'd think she should have forgotten me by now

hmm so friends keep turning on you? but it's not your fault at all?
keep repeating the same patterns over and over and expecting a different result?

i dunno why people turn on me or decide to hate me .. but i'm pretty sure it's my fault so i keep trying to do something different
i've had nearly the exact same problems each relationship, so it would stand to reason that it's because of me and my issues because i didn't date the same person over and over
would be kind of silly to just assume that each totally different person had the same issues
(theories about being attracted to the same type of person is rather a different theory and not useful to my rant ;) )

i also keep making the same mistakes over and over aside from dealing with other people issues
prioritizing, organizing, motivation issues, perhaps aliens are poking psychic fingers in my brain, or probes while i sleep?
hmmm no, *pokes her head* i'm the only one in here
oh wait, perhaps it's voices in my head telling me to be lazy and unproductive and kill the president and get frustrated, repeat
but any voices in my head would still be me so that would still be MY issues *gasp*

stupidity is repeating the same thing over and over and expecting different results
i'm trying to not be so stupid
life is not a slot machine (at least in this respect)