Hi.

this is my livejournal and it's all about ME ME ME

gah i felt like talking about something that was bugging me but i'll wait, it's so trivial anyway..

HI I'M A CAMGIRL AND I'M GOING TO WHINE ABOUT PANIC ATTACKS!!

no i'm not.

silly things... i want a tree, we got a couple decoratey things today, so we may get a small tree ... i'm going to try to avoid my mother as much as possible this xmas, Grg and his sis will be visiting a couple days before christmas i believe, and spanky will be in texas, around kal's working i'd just like to do quiet just us christmas

ooo and oh yeah, my registration date is Dec 6th, must remember that, i think that aside from DOING SOMETHING again i really should be forcing the around people thing or i just get more reclusive

Should i try the hemp soda?

kal brought home spanky and i each a hemp soda

it says:
"NEW with hemp"
"The spiritual lift"
"hemp soda with added caffeine and hemp essence"

i think i am going to try it, what do you think?

hemp soda....

i didn't wait for imput, i tried it, it's interesting, i think i like it, here's the description i decided on:

sweet carbonated grapefruit cactus

yes that's what i think

oh yeah and i'm tired and lazy so i'm leaving laptop and cams downstairs

suck suck suck suck suck

i'm not going to courtney's party, courtney's idle so i just left her a /msg, i feel like a huge wuss

i am.

i just can't handle a PARTY so soon after being away from home so long

closer it gets the more i panic,

now that i've decided i'm not going i'm not as panicy but i feel like shit

too soon
too soon
too soon

i'm an idiot