using ee as an excuse

because she came unidle in # and said there were no new posts on her friends page

yes excuse, cause i've been putting it off blah blah pathetic last post sitting there mocking me with it's patheticness

i am sad cause i left my goth m&ms at the warped house
uhm
i am happy cause it seems that i have gotten my zen garden into it's most zen state yet:
(also you can see the tiles that i glued to my desk behind it)


if you haven't figured it out yet this is my convince myself i'm not going to be upset by or give in to that stupid little resurgence of panicking

I'm happy cause spanky and i went and wandered around walmart and i got more glue, and um, i poked at product

and i used my new glue to glue some bible verse thingys to my desk, i don't know why


and my wall and my computer are supposed to be buildeded if not today then VERY soon, after wall i won't be able to spy on spanky with cam as easy:


and this just turned out to be silly but that's ok, there's always:


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*yawn*

sleep now or soon methinks

mock not my odd sleeping habits, you're just jealous, or stalking me, or oppressing me!
or something.

THIS IS A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!!!

eris is officially pissed.
ANA has POSTED only her side of the huge string in Cydniey's livejournal

can *i* respond to ANA on her livejournal? not bloody likely, i assume i'm blocked, and the post would last all of 5 mins.

cydniey is upset, she seems to believe that we have turned on her, i emailed her but i don't think i helped

i tried to calm down so this wouldn't be so disjointed
I'M A CRAZY UNDER-MEDICATED PSYCHO BITCH WACK JOB!!

never ONCE did i say "HEY ANA YOU'RE A CRAZY FREAK AND YOU MADE IT ALL UP" ana has a different view of what happened and this is the last time i'm going to clarify where the misunderstanding occurred:
the thing with Cyka, which is well over a year now, ana thinks i told cyka to watch out cause she was ana's flavor of the month... i have a tendency to STICK MY DAMN FOOT IN MY MOUTH,
explanation: ana has/had some rabid fans who would tend to treat ana's new friends as "flavor of the month" i thought cyka was cool and was trying to warn her not to take ana's fan's attention too seriously

now i'd be inclined to agree with ana being the one doing the flavor of the month, THEN even if that though HAD crossed my mind, that's not what i was trying to say

ana 'sez':
"and i WISH i had the energy to back up my view of things, but i didn't save all the rotten emails u sent me and all the hostile troll-like stuff u wrote in the bbs at ana2, and all the weird things u have private messaged to my friends in chat, and all the passive aggressive things u would say about me in your bbs, which of course, is your right...it's your bbs."

ok now i'm not so mad, anyhow she mistakes sarcasm for passive aggressive, and she believes i had strong hate and malicious intent towards her, so yes that would seem like passive aggressive, if she believed i was THINKING hate, and SPEAKING sarcasm, and as far as *i* could tell my handful of ana2 posts weren't hostile or troll like, but it's HER private bbs, oh yeah, there was a misunderstanding about a joke, BLAH

i don't recall private messaging her friends with weird messages, perhaps that means ee and kaela? if i private messaged anyone i'd assume that it was because i wanted to talk to them cause i thought they were cool.

oh yeah, this sides business, i'm not sure exactly in a thread on stacy's livejournal about cam costs(i posted once?) and on cyd's livejournal about bitchcraft(3 posts of me?) that everyone disagreeing with ana or arguing with ana, or "attacking" ana suddenly became on "ERIS' SIDE" other than the fact that i worship CYD, neither of those threads had anything to with me really

AHHH, i just noticed my name was mentioned AGAIN in a response on ana's new post

i didn't make a point and i don't care, i officially dislike mizzzzz ana voog, i don't intend to make a side against ana, there isn't an eris' side that i know of, i just happen to be the loudest person that doesn't agree with ana

there is ana's side, and there is the rest of the world
that's the end now

=D

i have cramps, kal took me to long johns
bliss=icecolddrpepperfromacanwithastraw

the most profound post i've seen in livejournal all week ;)

forgot to take pictures of this stuff

this is something from the flea market before i left to GA, 2 pictures of an old polaroid (if anyone knows if they still make film for this type let me know) and little glass tiles that i'm going to glue to my desk drawers:








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