i cannot achieve zen tonight...

so i'll just show you my tiny zen garden, my hands are shakey(Caffine probably) and i cannot reach the leval of peace and calm to concentrate, too many things running thru my brain

proof that one can be happy but just not quite zenny :)

my tiny zen garden:


the tiny rake:


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random pictures before bed

a mexican siteing:


a pose:


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one more picture before passing out..

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wow.

i swear the weirdest things happen while i'm asleep, again i'm the one post wonder, HA, all the way at the bottom, i see it's gone on too long anyhow so i probaby shouldn't have fueled it at all, but they started without me damnit!

hehe anyhow it's all in cyd's journal here: http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=905753#t881185