heh

[hoveringsombrero]

the ability of all humans to create their own history based on assumptions amazes me,
i know even i fall prey to that though i try very hard not to.

for the record, though nobody gives a shit what i say,
i never attempted to break anybody up,
that's completely contrary with my lifestyle.

i spent nearly a year with someone doing my hardest
not to break him and his girlfriend up
and yet still be enough of a friend to try to advise him on what was best for him.
i'm still not sure if he's totally made up his mind but in the end the best i can be is his friend,
even at this distance and limited communication.

if i love you, and you're with someone that makes you happy,
why would i want to destroy that? it's called compersion people, look it up.

i don't fit in your little box of how an average person in my various situations is suppose to be,
so quit shoving me in there.

Comments

hmm

[jvtazz.livejournal.com]

The EX is at this point just random sex, and occassional talk we're still friends but beyond that she's got a "boyfriend" i guess you could call it but *shrug* don't matter to me I'm fixing my own life and far as i'm concerned her's is her own I have no say in her life whether she takes ANOTHER semester to graduate or not it's nmfp anymore :) onward to the chicks that are fun and a fuck lot closer!!!

Re: hmm

[eris.livejournal.com]

yeah screw the hicks that are too far away in las vegas!
i mean ... wait ..
double meanings have confused myself
what?

Re: hmm

[eris.livejournal.com]

hah, and then i go say hicks instead of chicks
oy ... too much work

Re: hmm

[jvtazz.livejournal.com]

hehe I will screw them it'll just take me longer to get out there