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hoveringsombrerothe ability of all humans to create their own history based on assumptions amazes me,
i know even i fall prey to that though i try very hard not to.
for the record, though nobody gives a shit what i say,
i never attempted to break anybody up,
that's completely contrary with my lifestyle.
i spent nearly a year with someone doing my hardest
not to break him and his girlfriend up
and yet still be enough of a friend to try to advise him on what was best for him.
i'm still not sure if he's totally made up his mind but in the end the best i can be is his friend,
even at this distance and limited communication.
if i love you, and you're with someone that makes you happy,
why would i want to destroy that? it's called compersion people, look it up.
i don't fit in your little box of how an average person in my various situations is suppose to be,
so quit shoving me in there.
i know even i fall prey to that though i try very hard not to.
for the record, though nobody gives a shit what i say,
i never attempted to break anybody up,
that's completely contrary with my lifestyle.
i spent nearly a year with someone doing my hardest
not to break him and his girlfriend up
and yet still be enough of a friend to try to advise him on what was best for him.
i'm still not sure if he's totally made up his mind but in the end the best i can be is his friend,
even at this distance and limited communication.
if i love you, and you're with someone that makes you happy,
why would i want to destroy that? it's called compersion people, look it up.
i don't fit in your little box of how an average person in my various situations is suppose to be,
so quit shoving me in there.
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Date: 2004-12-18 03:30 am (UTC)And maintaining a friendship after a relationship is even harder.
I know I've done my fair share of screw ups in life.
And I've lots of regrets of what I had done in my past.... esp within these past few months alone. I feel like such a jack ass.
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Date: 2004-12-18 03:50 am (UTC)one thing i try to stick to is no regrets
there's a quote which i always get wrong which goes something like this:
"in my life i have not regreted the things i have done, only the things i did not do"
there's still hope for the boy mentioned in the largest paragraph in this post
still hoping i can get him moved out here,
not really sure what's going on with the chick, or ex-chick
heh, he'll probably respond to this later i expect.
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Date: 2004-12-18 07:34 am (UTC)Am I right?
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Date: 2004-12-22 07:08 am (UTC)hmm
Date: 2004-12-18 07:54 am (UTC)Re: hmm
Date: 2004-12-22 07:09 am (UTC)i mean ... wait ..
double meanings have confused myself
what?
Re: hmm
Date: 2004-12-22 07:10 am (UTC)oy ... too much work
Re: hmm
Date: 2004-12-24 06:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-19 12:14 am (UTC)