a lot of nothing
Aug. 15th, 2004 01:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hoveringsombrerodidn't get much of anything accomplished today but we tried.
got an advert in the paper about a place selling cars for cheap.
went down there and it was officially confirmed that i have NO CREDIT, none at all
this is very odd.
we were directed to a buyherepayhere which has a pretty nice deal, but we don't have the 3-5 for a down payment.
it was worth a look-into
my car is making odd noises and i don't know what to do if it dies.
probably get a bus pass for the peanut guy so he can try to find some work.
*sigh*
right now feels like nobody gives half a shit except for curtis. J is avoidant, i'm sure there'll be nice little pat excuses when he does contact us.
seems we don't even warrant being told his new cell phone number, better for him to avoid us i guess.
we're down to just my cell phone and coming into the office to use the computer. we sent him the title to peanut's car and haven't heard from him since.
he was gone last weekend for the anniversary with the girl he is still muddling along with. he claims his job pays well, but he coudln't even be bothered with $18 to send us a computer he's not even using. perhaps he got girl that shiny rock she was begging for. *shrug*
i'm sure i'll soon get contacted with a story about how busy he is at work, or there's family problems, or some tragedy in his or the girl's family, and i'll feel like a shit and apologize, SOP motherfucker.
it has been mentioned to me that perhaps i should ask online friends for help with our bills and lack of food.
refer to the above nobody gives a shit statement. yeah.
the only people that do care, are worse off than we are.
i'm getting a tiny cheque on the 25th ,and then i don't get paid till the day before the wedding is planned to happen.
so yeah, all my sureness that i could afford everything just fine ... yeah.
essentially this is a big fuck off.
don't give a shit about us, then don't pretend to be my friend.
this probably applies to nobody that reads me on a regular basis, i'm mostly annoyed at a couple people who probably won't even read this or won't till much later.
i'm not even sure what i'm trying to say anymore
it's not even a mad that nobody helped issue. it's an upset that nobody even cared. which is probably moot since i try to pretend everything's fine and dandy so nobody knows anyway
talked myself in a circle i did
are you still reading? wow. i probably wouldn't be.
again it's moot, we'll get by, we always do.
and that's probably why nobody cares.
ignore me and i figure it out.
yeah, real sweet of ya.
i'm annoyed in general.
i have no point anymore but i just keep typing
as usual the people i don't mind offending won't give a shit
the people i don't want to offend will think it's about them and get offended
AHHHH maybe i should just erase this whole post
nope i'm a dumbass and will anyway.
here's the sticky jist
we have pretty much mac and cheese
half a tank of gas
we'll survive just fine if nobody cares.
just wish more than curtis did.
eventually we'll have a pinky out here too, maybe
she's got enough shit of her own going on that i'm not even sure she knows anything's wrong over here.
i'm going to stop typing and go back home now.
oqeihf;owaefna;wovjfdlx;c
got an advert in the paper about a place selling cars for cheap.
went down there and it was officially confirmed that i have NO CREDIT, none at all
this is very odd.
we were directed to a buyherepayhere which has a pretty nice deal, but we don't have the 3-5 for a down payment.
it was worth a look-into
my car is making odd noises and i don't know what to do if it dies.
probably get a bus pass for the peanut guy so he can try to find some work.
*sigh*
right now feels like nobody gives half a shit except for curtis. J is avoidant, i'm sure there'll be nice little pat excuses when he does contact us.
seems we don't even warrant being told his new cell phone number, better for him to avoid us i guess.
we're down to just my cell phone and coming into the office to use the computer. we sent him the title to peanut's car and haven't heard from him since.
he was gone last weekend for the anniversary with the girl he is still muddling along with. he claims his job pays well, but he coudln't even be bothered with $18 to send us a computer he's not even using. perhaps he got girl that shiny rock she was begging for. *shrug*
i'm sure i'll soon get contacted with a story about how busy he is at work, or there's family problems, or some tragedy in his or the girl's family, and i'll feel like a shit and apologize, SOP motherfucker.
it has been mentioned to me that perhaps i should ask online friends for help with our bills and lack of food.
refer to the above nobody gives a shit statement. yeah.
the only people that do care, are worse off than we are.
i'm getting a tiny cheque on the 25th ,and then i don't get paid till the day before the wedding is planned to happen.
so yeah, all my sureness that i could afford everything just fine ... yeah.
essentially this is a big fuck off.
don't give a shit about us, then don't pretend to be my friend.
this probably applies to nobody that reads me on a regular basis, i'm mostly annoyed at a couple people who probably won't even read this or won't till much later.
i'm not even sure what i'm trying to say anymore
it's not even a mad that nobody helped issue. it's an upset that nobody even cared. which is probably moot since i try to pretend everything's fine and dandy so nobody knows anyway
talked myself in a circle i did
are you still reading? wow. i probably wouldn't be.
again it's moot, we'll get by, we always do.
and that's probably why nobody cares.
ignore me and i figure it out.
yeah, real sweet of ya.
i'm annoyed in general.
i have no point anymore but i just keep typing
as usual the people i don't mind offending won't give a shit
the people i don't want to offend will think it's about them and get offended
AHHHH maybe i should just erase this whole post
nope i'm a dumbass and will anyway.
here's the sticky jist
we have pretty much mac and cheese
half a tank of gas
we'll survive just fine if nobody cares.
just wish more than curtis did.
eventually we'll have a pinky out here too, maybe
she's got enough shit of her own going on that i'm not even sure she knows anything's wrong over here.
i'm going to stop typing and go back home now.
oqeihf;owaefna;wovjfdlx;c
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Date: 2004-08-16 05:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-16 05:25 pm (UTC)the loss of it has been seriously annoying since starting training.
it would have been great to have at work.
yeah i'm sure i could part it out if nothing else, i have a working hard drive and the constantly rebooting sounds like a virus (?)
seems to be just my motherboard which is dead, and naturally the processor on as well.
i emailed my address to elise @ gaetzfamily.com if you want to try sending it.
we live in a very nice place now with an alarm system in our apartment, so we're out of the woods stealing-wise for now i believe ;)
so the processor
Date: 2004-08-21 08:39 am (UTC)lame ass
comps.
q'z been super busy
so will not be able
to talk to him till
tom., hopefully he
has something that
will be use-ful for you