absent

[hoveringsombrero]

i'm not making real posts much lately
went braidy on kat today at tess'

didn't finish
will tomorrow

someone dumped a shitload of food and stuff on her doorstep rang the doorbell and left
a SHITLOAD
it was very cool,
very sweet
very startling.
i wish someone would do that for me, but i don't have two kids and a husband.
i don't have the need, i get by ok.
it was almost creepy, but in a good way
does that make sense?

i'm just tired.
i'm in a little bit of a funk, but it's nothing serious.
i'm ok
i'm just still slowing down from the last few months

i still wanna get outta here.
which is beginning to make me feel a bit guiltiy because there are people here i'll be sad leaving.
i said people, not person, people

but i feel stuck

i feel trapped.

as my life has stopped spinning out of control and slowly normalizing the want to leave still exists, and i don't think it's basis is in a "run away" or a "run to".

it's just time for a change.

i'm sure much more people will be happy to see me leave then who will be sad at my going.

i have no plans i'm just restless.

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[mannkuh.livejournal.com]

This was almost like old times.
;)