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hoveringsombreroi'm not making real posts much lately
went braidy on kat today at tess'
didn't finish
will tomorrow
someone dumped a shitload of food and stuff on her doorstep rang the doorbell and left
a SHITLOAD
it was very cool,
very sweet
very startling.
i wish someone would do that for me, but i don't have two kids and a husband.
i don't have the need, i get by ok.
it was almost creepy, but in a good way
does that make sense?
i'm just tired.
i'm in a little bit of a funk, but it's nothing serious.
i'm ok
i'm just still slowing down from the last few months
i still wanna get outta here.
which is beginning to make me feel a bit guiltiy because there are people here i'll be sad leaving.
i said people, not person, people
but i feel stuck
i feel trapped.
as my life has stopped spinning out of control and slowly normalizing the want to leave still exists, and i don't think it's basis is in a "run away" or a "run to".
it's just time for a change.
i'm sure much more people will be happy to see me leave then who will be sad at my going.
i have no plans i'm just restless.
went braidy on kat today at tess'
didn't finish
will tomorrow
someone dumped a shitload of food and stuff on her doorstep rang the doorbell and left
a SHITLOAD
it was very cool,
very sweet
very startling.
i wish someone would do that for me, but i don't have two kids and a husband.
i don't have the need, i get by ok.
it was almost creepy, but in a good way
does that make sense?
i'm just tired.
i'm in a little bit of a funk, but it's nothing serious.
i'm ok
i'm just still slowing down from the last few months
i still wanna get outta here.
which is beginning to make me feel a bit guiltiy because there are people here i'll be sad leaving.
i said people, not person, people
but i feel stuck
i feel trapped.
as my life has stopped spinning out of control and slowly normalizing the want to leave still exists, and i don't think it's basis is in a "run away" or a "run to".
it's just time for a change.
i'm sure much more people will be happy to see me leave then who will be sad at my going.
i have no plans i'm just restless.
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Date: 2003-03-25 08:29 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2003-03-26 04:15 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2003-03-26 04:52 pm (UTC)no subject
it's deleted
oh and thanks a whole fucking lot for being man enough to talk to me directly, and not being a big pussy who makes dumbass statements in email to my best friend instead.
no really, the level of respect is astounding.
please do let the door hit you in the ass on the way out
buh'bye
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Date: 2003-03-31 09:30 am (UTC)Is there a problem here?
What the hell are you talking about?
It would be nice if you would involve me in this thing I'm apparently involved in.
By the way- if you don't want me to answer your best friend when she is asking me questions concerning you over email, don't have your best friend ask me questions concerning you over email.
See the connection?
I think maybe you are over reacting.
But otherwise it wouldn't be any fun, right?
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Date: 2003-03-31 02:25 pm (UTC)indeed i may be overreacting and apparently may have misunderstood what happened
perhaps you should email me so i may respond as it seems you don't get my emails
hehehe
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Date: 2003-04-01 02:11 am (UTC);)