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So, birthday morning, after getting home from work;
I was being all moody and procrastinaty and feeling old,
and I thought I should put something cheap and appropriate on my wishlist.

So I went searching for coffin,
old, one foot in the grave, et al.
Was amused to discover that one can buy an actual casket on amazon.
I breifly considered putting it on wishlist for the joke factor,
then decided on the off chance that hell froze over,
and someone decided it was a GOOD idea to buy me a $999 dead body holder,
that I'd be very, very annoyed. Not that I'd mind a random casket,
but imagine the camera equipment that could be bought with that same amount? Yeah.

Then I saw this.



Rock, I dig the misfits, I love weird lunchboxes.
(I have an evil dead lunchbox with matching thermos, worship me.)
So I stuck that on there. And [livejournal.com profile] deathtoearth went and got it for me.
(Owner of the best irc quit message ever also; Dress up. Leave a false name. Be legendary.)
I didn't realise till later how very birthday appropriate it was,
being that The Misfits as a band were born the same year I was: 1977.

Otherwise my day was tired and busy and dull,
finally gave up on being awake and accomplishfull at around 9ish
and passed out for the last time on the wilty air mattress.

At exactly 11:58pm I woke up to put more air in mattress and use the bathroom.
As I rolled over to do so I noticed I'd received an IM on my fon,
so before getting up I looked.



Aww, very sweet. Went back to sleep in a considerably better mood after that.
And no, I didn't take that picture then, I saved the message,
took that picture of it just now.

So, I don't feel like posting about the day with mother and her parents craziness at the moment,
and that was on the 'tween birthday the 8th, so yeah.

Have a horrible picture which allegedly shows my bed,
I turned the monitor so I could see, and got all the way to the limit of the cord of the cam.

I swear it's a real bed and not the air mattress,
you'll just have to trust me.

circles

Oct. 7th, 2000 01:25 am
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this was not where i thought i'd be 3 years ago
in some ways, in allot of ways, it's better
lots has changed
yet nothing has

kal is out with his friends, dug's coming over to take me out

yes dug,
when my nearly 5 year relationship with dug ended,
did i ever think i'd even SPEAK to him again?

i thought, i thought the thing with kal was just to be fuck friends
i thought that maybe dug would get his shit together and come try to get me back(stupid bitch that i was i wanted that at one point)
i didn't think that things would get better

kal takes damn good care of me
kal is my best friend
and dug is back around

not but just and
my brain doesn't always have a handle on things
Cryo keeps asking me, WHY i let Dug in my life at all
i can come up with many possible explainations
i don't think any are the answer
have i forgiven dug?
not really.
will i ever?
probably not.
Why do i hang out with him?
i don't know.
he's fun? despite being a fuck up he's a nice guy?
questions questions no answers
do i need answers?
i don't know

dug at the door...
more later.

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