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hoveringsombrerowhat a weird dream
in some way i think it was connected to the page i wrote to myself last night
the first thing i remember is that i was carrying around a baby and it was mine (that came from the creepy outer limits i watched last night) i was very very distressed, i couldn't remember giving birth to it or anything, i kept stopping people and telling them it couldn't be mine and trying to get them to take it.
then -still with baby- i was at one of the strange churches that only exist in my dreams, with my mother. she had dropped of my brother in one of the children's classes (he was much younger) and we were looking for the proper class to dump my baby in, which by now had become a toddler. finally found the right room and dropped it off
then some taste testing something and some swirly madness as it morphed into a different dream
then i was in some big nifty huge loft like place, there weren't any walls inside and the ceiling was really high so everyone that lived there had constructed large gypsy/nomad type tents for themselves to live in
while living in this place i was in a complicated relationship with 3 girls (that includes me) and 2 guys
none of these people bore any resemblance to anyone i actually know, one of the girls was part black and i think part indian as well as white, she had foofy - bit below chin length - hair, it wasn't a fro it was just really really curly, and the other girl had long blonde hair and the complexion of a redhead, very very pale with a few freckles. i was really skinny and i can't remember if my hair was black or red (long and straight too) i think it may have alternated
one of the guys was tall, blonde, tanned, and rich, looked like the typical asshole stereotype blonde jock, but he was born rich so he had like 5 doctorates in different areas of philosophy and dead language and was very deep and intelligent (i just instinctively knew their history) and the other guy was just as interesting and intelligent but less educated because he'd never had the time for extensive school, he was darker, maybe part mexican or italian.
anyhow, the complicated part was somehow we had all started out as separate relationships nearly (each of the girls with one of the guys and me with one of the girls) and the whole smushing it into one relationship thing just sorta happened out of convenience (and after some orgy thing with the 5 of us), it was our theory when we sat and talked it out that it would eliminate any jealousy that was happening after the orgy in parentheses
except it didn't, both of the girls kept having issues with each other about the guys, so i spent most of the dream running around trying to patch things up (ugh)
then it got silly.
we decided that to get our aggressions out (well the other two girls mostly) that we would stage this large chocolate pudding bikini wrestling thing in the large tent in the middle of the loft place.
the two girls get to beat the crap out of each other in good fun, yeah and the rest of the girls, some from other tents, me included, just fun,
and our men would enjoy it, natch.
then i woke up! just as a bunch of guys were dumping the pudding into the ring
ohwell.
in some way i think it was connected to the page i wrote to myself last night
the first thing i remember is that i was carrying around a baby and it was mine (that came from the creepy outer limits i watched last night) i was very very distressed, i couldn't remember giving birth to it or anything, i kept stopping people and telling them it couldn't be mine and trying to get them to take it.
then -still with baby- i was at one of the strange churches that only exist in my dreams, with my mother. she had dropped of my brother in one of the children's classes (he was much younger) and we were looking for the proper class to dump my baby in, which by now had become a toddler. finally found the right room and dropped it off
then some taste testing something and some swirly madness as it morphed into a different dream
then i was in some big nifty huge loft like place, there weren't any walls inside and the ceiling was really high so everyone that lived there had constructed large gypsy/nomad type tents for themselves to live in
while living in this place i was in a complicated relationship with 3 girls (that includes me) and 2 guys
none of these people bore any resemblance to anyone i actually know, one of the girls was part black and i think part indian as well as white, she had foofy - bit below chin length - hair, it wasn't a fro it was just really really curly, and the other girl had long blonde hair and the complexion of a redhead, very very pale with a few freckles. i was really skinny and i can't remember if my hair was black or red (long and straight too) i think it may have alternated
one of the guys was tall, blonde, tanned, and rich, looked like the typical asshole stereotype blonde jock, but he was born rich so he had like 5 doctorates in different areas of philosophy and dead language and was very deep and intelligent (i just instinctively knew their history) and the other guy was just as interesting and intelligent but less educated because he'd never had the time for extensive school, he was darker, maybe part mexican or italian.
anyhow, the complicated part was somehow we had all started out as separate relationships nearly (each of the girls with one of the guys and me with one of the girls) and the whole smushing it into one relationship thing just sorta happened out of convenience (and after some orgy thing with the 5 of us), it was our theory when we sat and talked it out that it would eliminate any jealousy that was happening after the orgy in parentheses
except it didn't, both of the girls kept having issues with each other about the guys, so i spent most of the dream running around trying to patch things up (ugh)
then it got silly.
we decided that to get our aggressions out (well the other two girls mostly) that we would stage this large chocolate pudding bikini wrestling thing in the large tent in the middle of the loft place.
the two girls get to beat the crap out of each other in good fun, yeah and the rest of the girls, some from other tents, me included, just fun,
and our men would enjoy it, natch.
then i woke up! just as a bunch of guys were dumping the pudding into the ring
ohwell.
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Date: 2001-10-15 05:45 pm (UTC)