hoveringsombrero

i've decided (for reasons undisclosed even to myself) that i shall call THIS the purple people project

still have a few purple people openings, and there's a few of you that are likely asleep when i'm writing this that i'd like to add on top of the list

i've come to the conclusion that nobody online would believe me if i threatened suicide, ahh the downside of being overly sarcastic ;)

one part of my talk on the phone with giggles yesterday was particularly interesting, i really have a hard time understanding why people always perceive me as an angry person. she had a couple interesting points. apparently the general perception of Chaos is a dark, evil, anarchistic one and don't understand my whole belief and obsession with balance. and also, i cuss a lot, i have often used the phrase "if you don't like it fuck off" and i don't often stop to think that this could be seen as angry. sounds like a pretty reasonable statement to me.
i'm outspoken, independently thinking, and sometimes aggressive, and i can understand after thinking about it that people could perceive that as angry.
i'm pretty damn mellow, but i believe that shaking my fist at the sky or yelling at a tree stump (or other inanimate) to SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DIE, is a whole lot more productive than brooding and simmering over something

another lesson learned (learning, sometimes forgetting) from kal, LET IT GO

attempting to practice what i preach,
is.
be.
grok.

no point here, move along, ehhh fuck off ;)