hi

[hoveringsombrero]

father is coming over soon
hopefully i won't turn into a whiny desperate mess asking him for more help
i hate asking someone who's helped me so much before for MORE help
ARRG
however i'd probably fuck anyone that would offer me 1-5k at this point

it's really not as world ending as my whiny ass is portraying it to be
i have absolutely no tolerance for anything above 80 degrees
i'm pretty lucky this happened when my only real problem is being out of shape and feeling guilty for mexican support
ugh ugh
as soon as we're out of here i'm going to look back on these entries and cringe