we have no bananas
May. 25th, 2001 10:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hoveringsombrerowell digital camera was taken off of layaway and we got our money back
:(
oh well, i'll get one someday, and maybe kal will get my video capture thingy working this weekend so i can content myself with still pictures from the video camera
OOH!, and we had SUSHI again! and i had my video camera with me so i finally got pictures of the boats floating around the bar, YAY
still long hair, i was hoping to chop it today before i lost my nerve, but kal doesn't want to go with me to do it
he'll give me the money
but won't go with me...
don't ask me ask him
yes i know that picture below is really crappy, it's not going to look like that, in the front where the purple streaks were (example) will be straight, meaning not layered and about chin length, the rest will be probably 4 or 5 inches long all over, that is to say; layered
and i'm going to see if i can keep my hair after they cut it and i'm going to attempt to video tape it too, heh
"The unexamined life isn't ___________" ?
and i've decided i think (i'll know for sure after it's cut) that i'm going to wait on dreds or braids right now because the main reason for getting it cut is that it's hot and it drives me crazy long
and after getting the hair it's such nice quality (and i spent $50 on it) that i feel bad using it for dreads, or using it for braids that i'm going to take out fairly quickly
i'm probably going to use a little bit of it to put streaks and a bit more body into my hair after it's cut
so tomorrow then, spanky will go with me, i think he's going to get some more manic panic, and hopefully kal will give me enough $$ so that i can get some bleach too, OH i'm really looking forward to not needing to use 2+ pots of manic panic to cover my hair
i just am feeling that cutting my hair short is something i need to do, this is hard to explain, i feel that i define myself/who i am, too much on things like my hair. like if my hair isn't long then i'll be hideously ugly
just things i need to let go of, i need to define myself, to myself, by what's IN my head, not what's ON my head
i do what i want to do not what i'm supposed to do, but over the last few years i've discovered that some of the "supposed to do" was self-enforced as in 'eris is supposed to have long hair because that's who eris is, a person with long hair'
unhealthy thoughts
heh look i turned something as simple as a hairstyle change into a life decision
should be simple
part of my point
non-point
i make things too complicated
HAIR CHOP! just do it, don't worry about it.
:(
oh well, i'll get one someday, and maybe kal will get my video capture thingy working this weekend so i can content myself with still pictures from the video camera
OOH!, and we had SUSHI again! and i had my video camera with me so i finally got pictures of the boats floating around the bar, YAY
still long hair, i was hoping to chop it today before i lost my nerve, but kal doesn't want to go with me to do it
he'll give me the money
but won't go with me...
don't ask me ask him
yes i know that picture below is really crappy, it's not going to look like that, in the front where the purple streaks were (example) will be straight, meaning not layered and about chin length, the rest will be probably 4 or 5 inches long all over, that is to say; layered
and i'm going to see if i can keep my hair after they cut it and i'm going to attempt to video tape it too, heh
"The unexamined life isn't ___________" ?
and i've decided i think (i'll know for sure after it's cut) that i'm going to wait on dreds or braids right now because the main reason for getting it cut is that it's hot and it drives me crazy long
and after getting the hair it's such nice quality (and i spent $50 on it) that i feel bad using it for dreads, or using it for braids that i'm going to take out fairly quickly
i'm probably going to use a little bit of it to put streaks and a bit more body into my hair after it's cut
so tomorrow then, spanky will go with me, i think he's going to get some more manic panic, and hopefully kal will give me enough $$ so that i can get some bleach too, OH i'm really looking forward to not needing to use 2+ pots of manic panic to cover my hair
i just am feeling that cutting my hair short is something i need to do, this is hard to explain, i feel that i define myself/who i am, too much on things like my hair. like if my hair isn't long then i'll be hideously ugly
just things i need to let go of, i need to define myself, to myself, by what's IN my head, not what's ON my head
i do what i want to do not what i'm supposed to do, but over the last few years i've discovered that some of the "supposed to do" was self-enforced as in 'eris is supposed to have long hair because that's who eris is, a person with long hair'
unhealthy thoughts
heh look i turned something as simple as a hairstyle change into a life decision
should be simple
part of my point
non-point
i make things too complicated
HAIR CHOP! just do it, don't worry about it.
