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May. 11th, 2001 07:46 pmwe ended up staying in town, i guess kal didn't feel like driving all the way to the bay area
things were fine till we got to chilli's, then i mentioned something about wanting deep space 9 and voyager on DVD cause i never remembered to watch them all when they were on tv, to kal
spanky laughed at me, that mocking you're a tard and i'm better than you laugh, it's been getting to me when he does that lately but i don't say anything because i was sure somehow it'd be my fault cause spanky never does anything wrong, but i guess cause i wasn't feeling well it got to me even more today
i ignored it then spanky and kal got in an argument because spanky didn't want to tell him what he thought about dinosaurs and such because kal probably doesn't agree with him and spanky doesn't like to hear things that go against what he thinks a lot
so i ran off to the bathroom and tried not to cry too much, cause crying in the bathroom is really pathetic and not very eris. i came back and they were still arguing, and spanky ended up sitting there quitely with his persecuted pissy expression and wouldn't eat
i just sat there feeling like i was in 6th grade all over again and the popular cute kid is lording it over me cause i'm different, and i ended up crying at the table but kal was ignoring spanky and spanky was ignoring the world so no one noticed
so we left and we went to see the mummy again cause kal and i liked it and spanky hadn't seen it, and it's a fun movie so it cheered everyone up, then we went to grapevine and spanky and i ran around being silly, so everything ended up ok
things are just getting to me more with the heat and not having my own room and my tummy being weird, i think i just pulled my stomach muscles this week, i hate that that gives me an upset tummy, bleh
things were fine till we got to chilli's, then i mentioned something about wanting deep space 9 and voyager on DVD cause i never remembered to watch them all when they were on tv, to kal
spanky laughed at me, that mocking you're a tard and i'm better than you laugh, it's been getting to me when he does that lately but i don't say anything because i was sure somehow it'd be my fault cause spanky never does anything wrong, but i guess cause i wasn't feeling well it got to me even more today
i ignored it then spanky and kal got in an argument because spanky didn't want to tell him what he thought about dinosaurs and such because kal probably doesn't agree with him and spanky doesn't like to hear things that go against what he thinks a lot
so i ran off to the bathroom and tried not to cry too much, cause crying in the bathroom is really pathetic and not very eris. i came back and they were still arguing, and spanky ended up sitting there quitely with his persecuted pissy expression and wouldn't eat
i just sat there feeling like i was in 6th grade all over again and the popular cute kid is lording it over me cause i'm different, and i ended up crying at the table but kal was ignoring spanky and spanky was ignoring the world so no one noticed
so we left and we went to see the mummy again cause kal and i liked it and spanky hadn't seen it, and it's a fun movie so it cheered everyone up, then we went to grapevine and spanky and i ran around being silly, so everything ended up ok
things are just getting to me more with the heat and not having my own room and my tummy being weird, i think i just pulled my stomach muscles this week, i hate that that gives me an upset tummy, bleh
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Date: 2001-05-11 07:53 pm (UTC)Laughing is involentary, and the star trek thing, had me thinking about the show with tupac, or ice cube or whoever today, and how much you hated the skit.
And i tried not to laugh. and when i do that, it comes out as a snorty snickery noise.
anyhow, i didnt mean to laugh.
and i didnt mean to hurt your feelings.
and and and...
zoomtard *is* the fastest!
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Date: 2001-05-11 08:05 pm (UTC)Timmy!!!
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Date: 2001-05-11 08:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-05-11 08:09 pm (UTC)maybe "whoever" ;) made this lj should tell dom about it
lol
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Date: 2001-05-11 08:03 pm (UTC)