hoveringsombrero | this is not a subject line

odd, i feel MORE useless when there's NOT this huge list of things that need to get done

clothes need to be washed, that can only be done so fast
the room needs to be straightened but as much as kal bitches about it, it's nearly impossible to do something like that with him around cause he'll just move stuff around again and screw up my whole system and i'd have to start over anyway
i'll be happy when yoga tape gets here, then i'll feel like i'm doing something productive

also, my father is doing the excel multi level thingy and he came over tonight (for other reasons) and while here tried to convert me and offered to put up the money and give me all this help
my first reaction was a NO, i poked holes in it and then told him i'd think about it
he left, and i looked at the site, and pondered, and realized that so what if it's a scam and it fails, HE is putting up the money and it'd make him happy even if it doesn't work for me
no real loss for me, and he's setting it up so that all i have to do is call people from a list of interested people and read a script, pretty dumb, but it's something to do eh?
kinda like the lottery, it'll give me something to do, and there's always a chance it'll actually make me money, it actually seems to be working for him, so why the hell not?

spanky and i are sittting in the living room with laptops because we got tired of being in the cramped bedroom, and i'm done with this post now