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[hoveringsombrero]

ARRRG right now is when i'm supposed to be leaving town, but i'm running late and i'm going to tell you why

WHAT A FUCKING WEIRD NIGHT

i went over to the college to see if doug was there to loan him a book, but SHE was there too

if you don't know the story yet, THEY ARE BOTH exes, it was akward for me for about 10 mins, then we went out to get coffee, and we sat and talked and talked, then i saw the time and said, hey why don't you two come be on my show

so they did, rather lots of fun

then we went to get food, and we started seriously talking in the resturant, i started crying doug started to get weepy, celine said we're making a scene let's take this outside, so we sat/walked around outside and talked ALOT
then when we got calmed down we went out for coffee (again) and talked talked talked

i'm so glad i'm going away for a while, hehe, i't soo amazing seeing them and talking everything out finally, but now i'm in this odd state of happy/sad, i mean theese were THEE two most important people in my life for the longest time, but it'll be good to get away and deal with all theese new/old thoughts happening, i have a feeling we're going to have a couple more such talks, though not quite as intense, but i thinkwe got the bulk of it out

i was avoiding talking to him cause i thought he'd NEVER apoligize cause i'm a selfish bitch :) but he did, and i'm floored, and and and uhhhh, fuck, i don't know what i think about it all yet, except it was a good thing
and I'M HAPPY NOW GODDAMNIT hehe (andihadsexlastnight:D) so in the still oft used phrase of celine ... it's all good


it's all weird

but it's all good


must pack