A bit frustrated.
Mar. 18th, 2010 06:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hoveringsombreroI know it's only day 3, and I know that I'm getting along much better than expected.
But it feels as if it's been a week and that stupid stubbornguy part of my brain has begun to bitch at me about WHY ARE YOU NOT RECOVERED YET ALREADY HURRY UP YOU STUPID WEAKLING.
Mornings are the hardest, cause I've still got a bit of a nagging cough from the end of the chest infection/cold, and this morning was particularly difficult and had to ask Josh for help with a few stupid little things that made me feel horrible and useless for quite a while after.
So I've not gotten as much of a sense of accomplishment from the new little things I've been able to do today, due to the somewhat mopetastic me. Today was the day which I could leave liquid foods and embark upon soft foods which could include dairy. So I've had applesauce, yoghurt and mac n cheese! I should be more pleased than I am, and I probably will be tomorrow.
But it feels as if it's been a week and that stupid stubbornguy part of my brain has begun to bitch at me about WHY ARE YOU NOT RECOVERED YET ALREADY HURRY UP YOU STUPID WEAKLING.
Mornings are the hardest, cause I've still got a bit of a nagging cough from the end of the chest infection/cold, and this morning was particularly difficult and had to ask Josh for help with a few stupid little things that made me feel horrible and useless for quite a while after.
So I've not gotten as much of a sense of accomplishment from the new little things I've been able to do today, due to the somewhat mopetastic me. Today was the day which I could leave liquid foods and embark upon soft foods which could include dairy. So I've had applesauce, yoghurt and mac n cheese! I should be more pleased than I am, and I probably will be tomorrow.
