hoveringsombrero | Symptoms of larger issues

Ok ok ok ok ok, I fucking give.
I can't keep making the same mistakes over and over.
Why do I EVER think I can fix the sleep issue?
Cause sometimes I can, when it's not so severe, maybe.

I keep trying to force sleep into a certain time period,
am too exhausted from said effort to do anything else,
but not the proper tired for bettersleep.

So yeah, fuck it. I'll just let sleep happen when it happens,
if I just busy as possible during my awake and lucid periods,
it'll fix itself.

I've just gotta quit trying to forcefix everything,
and just let some things fix themselves, damnit.
Have faith that my body will sort it out if I quit forcing,
have faith that the universe won't let me die of erratic sleep.

YOU HEAR THAT POWERS THAT MAY OR MAY NOT BE?
I give, you sort it out, I'm going to wash socks.