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Empty bus, just me on it, it will have me to home in just a few minutes.

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Long Overdue Apologies

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I can only imagine that I'm probably the very last person on earth you'd expect to hear anything at all from, and I can't much say I blame you. I also can't blame J, Al, your mom, your friends, Biff, and everyone else around you for probably wanting to stomp my guts out either. I said some really, super miserable things in my childish past. I also know that this is probably not the best way of going about it either, but it's the only way I've got. You don't have to accept it, and hell, you can even delete it if you want, but all I ask is a moment of your time.

1) So, firstly, I'd like to retract all falseties I said about you. I would like retract all snide comments, harsh words, unkindly things, etc.

2) I would like to offer up my apologies to you and yours for the way I acted throughout the entire time I was there.

3) I would like to make amends and at least have the ability to talk civilly to you, whenever you may feel like it.

4) I admit that I was quite possibly the worst I could have ever been. I was very childish, infantile, and downright rotten.

5) I'd like to hope that you guys are getting on fine and all is well. I hope your jobs are doing very well, also. As for your love lives, I wish nothing but the best for you both in whatever endeavors you may explore.

6) Lastly, I just hope you all are getting along quite nicely. I hope that life is treating you well. I hope that you're successful in your careers. I wish nothing but the best for you all.

I don't expect to hear anything back, as I'm sure ill feelings still run for me, and might I say I can't really blame them, so peace be with you all in Las Vegas, and may nothing but blessings and goodness befall you.

I'm doing as well as can be expected for someone in my condition. I frequently get severe migraines which make me dreadfully ill. I'm coping with a very stressful job. I still live at home with my mother and family. All in all, I barely break even when it comes down to the line. I wish better luck to you all than what I'm having now.

Take care, and once again, I apologize for what I've put you all through. Mayhaps in years to come, you can come to forgive the ramblings, accusations, and slander that I've thrown at you and yours.

Adeau