pointless picture

peanut just buzzed the back of my head for me
this is a bit of my hairs that came off
as you can see the natural dark brown has grown out a lot

i was amused
eris amused = picture

and more

cut another inch or so off
now i'm going to go wash it in preparation for manic panic
and remove my eyebrows
=o

camwhore

fake haircolour, fake eyebrows, real eris
the last two are peanut's new glasses
too big for me
i can't see shit through them
heh

well kids ...

as soon as hair dries enough
i'm put some dye in and go to sleep

laptop's all ready for work tomorrow
just peanut and i alone here

this morning we drove pinkish up to the Chicken Ranch and dropped her off
and we're not going back to get her till she's earned rent

=D

dag, yo

i couldn't sleep
so our test run at the new job is going to be totally sleep deprived
natch. ZOOM
livin' on the edge baby

anyhow i was looking through old entries looking for fake eyebrow picures
(see 'fake eyebrows' in memories)

ended up reading some old drama about rent and housing situations
wtf man?

why did i get so involved and stressed over something i really wasn't in control of?
probably cause i wasn't in control and felt gulity about not contributing more?

what am i saying more? more like not contributing atfuckingall
seriously, i was just the more than slightly cracked freeloading girlfriend

it's just when i stop and compare it side by side
to the more recent panic in jan over rent?
i want to go back and smack old me in the head.

but on the other hand
even though it's way more stress when you're the primary wage-earner
i'd rather have the incontrol stress then the beingsupported stress.

as much as i bitch at peanut, and i shouldn't
as much as i bitch about being the responsible kid who has to fix everything

i wouldn't really have it any other way
nobody takes care of eris but eris now
it's better that way.

whoah

TODAY is the 5th birthday of my livejournal
five years ago today it began

crazy.

ch-ch-ch-changes

i think later today after work and then sleep
i'm going to remove ALL of my userpics
and make all new ones


i don't think any of them are newer than 2 years ago

morning!

wow, i don't look like someone who's been awake almost 24 hours do i?
you can almost see my eyebrow piercing scar in #3
and no i didn't get around to dying my hair tonight


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oscar myer has a way with b-o-l-o-g-n-a

that took way longer than it should have
lack of sleep made me stare blankly several times
directly at the information in the record i was looking for

oops

ok wow this has been sitting unfinished for something like a half an hour now.

attempting to have a coherrent email conversation with bosslady
getting all the payroll information set up.

probably would have gone faster if i'd called her again
heh
we don't wanna know how slurry i sound
stupid tired.


ahhh!

now an hour has gone by
done with the email
geeze, post it already

=(

so tired
kill me so i can sleep, maybe?