too damn early

heh, a re-acquainting conversation in lj comments,
for everyone to gaze upon the awkwardness.
oddly not very awkward though.

gah, this is too early, i better get use to it though.
from aug 5th though sept 29th i'll have to do the 9 to 5.
back off to the welfare office.
i'm considering not turning in my form at all
i'm not likely to qualify for anything and i have a job soon.
i don't know.
i guess it's just a snob thing
I'M ERIS I DON'T NEED COUNTY ASSISTANCE!

fucking clown shoes.

we'll see how it goes.
poor peanut is very tired, as am i
but i must get dressed now

he's going to be feeling rather crappy after a while
his waking blood sugar was in the mid 200's
so there's nothing here he can really eat.
oh! hopefully mother seeing today.

if i don't apply myself i may leave peanut there and meet mother somewhere
he won't like that but it'd be time smart.

ugh, stupid mornings.
bye.

interesting

stolen from blackpage
(someone who commented to my journal so i went looking)

This is the problem with LJ; we all think we are close, yet we know very little about each other.

I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.

Then post this meme in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

(come on! ask me something juicy!)

one thing

about some worried crypticness earlier
yes i've read the email
no i'm not ignoring you
i want to send back a long reply
later at night when the light is better for thinking.
no worries.

but then good news

mother gave us a gift card for walmart
so we'll be able to get more food which peanut can eat

we got charity boxes of food today
which were pretty much all pasta and bread.
which doesn't help at all
there was some green beans in, and some canned corn.

but we'll go use the walmart card tonight and get some meats and more veggies
try to find more nonsugarnonstarchy snacky stuffs.

worries me when he doesn't eat at all,
i tend to compare people to myself and know how bad i am if i don't eat at all
(stupidfoodwehatesit!)

which means ... MARTCARTS!!!
if my batteries in camera weren't dead i'd take pictures of martcart adventures.
but alas!

hee.
i'm looking forward to working, yup.
and furniture!
someday i'll be able to sit on a couch!

i'm in an oddly good mood again.
best to not question i guess.