and it goes

ack! worried.
sent email
after sent email noticed my last comment had been deleted.
(edit: it was just not unscreened, no deleting, i'm a dumbass)
wondering if email was a bad idea.
sticking my unwanted nose in?

probably should have not assumed a mistaken dial and emailed right after that.
arg
somebody who knows what i'm talking about tell me what's going on?
maybe?

ack!