well hello there

hah, i haven't turned on my computer for nearly a week

this isn't the usual hide because i'm going thru shit, nope
the week just went by fast, working.

not to say there isn't problems but just the same old little shit
car still broken
very strapped for cash until payday, but i made it.
with a little bit of help from peanut :)

people close to me had a rather bad week, so i was occupied with that.
=/

i've come to accept there's no magic fixy,
i cannot thru force of eris make someone else's problems just *poof* away.
all i can do is be there.

i'm very worried this weekend,
but i'm still happy.

these days i'm constantly amazed at life
as much as some things suck i'm just no longer a depressed person
i spent most of my childhood in depression.

now it's just gone.
well it didn't just go away instantly, but most of this year is just one long:
"wow it's gone"

no sad or disapointment is as bad anymore
still sucks,
but i know when it passes the happy will be back.