well hello there

[hoveringsombrero]

hah, i haven't turned on my computer for nearly a week

this isn't the usual hide because i'm going thru shit, nope
the week just went by fast, working.

not to say there isn't problems but just the same old little shit
car still broken
very strapped for cash until payday, but i made it.
with a little bit of help from peanut :)

people close to me had a rather bad week, so i was occupied with that.
=/

i've come to accept there's no magic fixy,
i cannot thru force of eris make someone else's problems just *poof* away.
all i can do is be there.

i'm very worried this weekend,
but i'm still happy.

these days i'm constantly amazed at life
as much as some things suck i'm just no longer a depressed person
i spent most of my childhood in depression.

now it's just gone.
well it didn't just go away instantly, but most of this year is just one long:
"wow it's gone"

no sad or disapointment is as bad anymore
still sucks,
but i know when it passes the happy will be back.

Comments

THANK YOU

[stragoi.livejournal.com]

It is revelations like these that make me realize how much you have changed in such a positive manner. I am glad to see this wisdom in you. ya make me proud to know ya. The revelation that time passes whether you want to or not and that bad things are always happenning still can be scary. Looking at unemployment scares me alot. See ing your post helped me more.

NOW GIVE ME YO' TITTIES!!

Re: THANK YOU

[eris.livejournal.com]

i've spent a great deal of time in my life waiting for it all to "get better" and missing all the good and wonderful and happy little things right in front of my big nose the whole damn time.
cheesy but true; life is a journey not a destination.

what?!
wisdom?!
me??
not bloody likely
HERE BE DISTRACTED BY MY BOOBIES!!