want

i want to cook again.
never been much of a cook.

but i really like the things i do make.
err, did make.

i will have a kitchen again.
i didn't think not having a kitchen would bother me this much.
i also didn't think i'd want to cook for just me.

i tell you though, even when i have a kitchen again i don't see myself making pancakes anytime soon.
like ever, i don't think that's something i've ever made for myself.

( this gets a little whiny )