
work was slow so i was afraid i was going to be mopey
so i spent the better part of my first four hours drawing my, favourite design to draw on myself but will probably never be an actual tattoo, on my wrist
that was nice and calming.
then it was time for my lunch break
gave a dollar to the machine and it gave me back chef boyarde laz ag na,
pretty good for a dollar.
then i saw that
and ended up flirting with him on my fon for my entire lunch break.
i was grinning and blushing like an idiot so after i finished my fud i went outside and hid behind the building and talked to him on fonaim
i don't trust the happy it makes me wary
but today i wasn't so distrusting of it that i just ruined the whole mood with that
just BE damnit. i overthink
anyway, around under and through the flirting we kinda made plans to do stuff on tuesday
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i'm not betting the farm on it as they're really just plans for plans.
i had tried as much as possible to be prepared for a brush off when i did suggest the stuff doing.
but his text sounded very intrested in seeing me
hmm, isn't this nice, i'm not dripping angst all over your friends page, hey?
heh
but anyway being happy made work so much better
i even got all social with my cubie neighbors in the last two hours.
i think they're gamey boys, or at least tard boys which i was joking around with.
granted those big movies have brought gollum references into the mainstream, but you can, or maybe just i can, (dunno), still tell the difference between a readthebooks lotr fan and a OOOHNIFTYMOVIE lotr fan.
i just prefer the random socializing to be with the tard boy/girl type
normal, trendy people generally leave me feeling like they're leaching away my braincells just in proximity to them, or just make me feel really old.
there is this one, really really pretty girl with nifty hair, and she seems smarter than the average trendy girl, but she talks about shoesandboysandclothes, my brain cells start gasping for air if i stay near her too long.
i think i'd need duct tape over her mouth to fuck her
!!! i mean hang out with her =o
what?