hiya

am at home
took an extra day off, then i have the next two days off.

i've got this pseudo cold that's really kicking my ass.
there's just too many employees at the company i work at
and like 3 different sorts of colds going around.

so instead of getting my usual sick as fuck for 24 hours thing
i'm just very very slightly sick
running a low grade fever for a couple hours each day.
stuffy
dizzy
coughing
ow my head

nothing that causes me to be bedridden just annoying as fuck.
it probably doesn't help that i don't eat much, or when i do it's just whatever's cheap and near
for the past two weeks it's been like a bean burrito and a sandwich
yesterday i had a wendy's salad and a soda

i need to get my shit more together,
get atop my bills
and get on a ordered eating plan.
i assume that if i were eating more and eating the stuff i'm suppose to that this coldthing would have been gone a week ago.

one thing at a time eris.
i must quit expecting to be able to do everything right at once


SUCCEADING AT:
job
school
paying rent
giving away 2 cats
keeping car full of gas


FAILING AT:
having a clean house
remembering to wash my clothes
remembering to eat
remembering my phone bill
remembering to NOT focus on what i'm failing at

ahhh!

kokopelli!!
oh my god i want this!
damnit.

i like kokopelli things