i have the bestest brother

i stopped by to see biff_lomax after work
i admired his new computer.
he showed me some videos
then we went to denny's

he attempted to order a plate of cheese
the poor waitress appeared to take him seriously for a few moments
i laughed till i cried.
which isn't too hard these days since it seems my eyes are always watery
uber sensitive eyes, i think it's partially this small cold and partially exposure to the arctic climate control at work.

so anyhow, then we went back to his place, i hit on all his chicks for him (AIM) and told his male friends they were gay.
good times we had by all siblings which are eris and biff.

then i said dude!
he said dude?
i said dude, man, lemmie borrow your laptop
he said, ok yeah i guess, but you better pay me in weed
i said, yeah man, dude you know i'm good for it
he said yeah i know you bring the shit

ok well, that's not exactly how it happened but he let me borrow his laptop again.
hopefully i will manage to get new, or fix old computer before it's time to give it back again.

in some other entry we shall actually do journaly type stuffs
mmmerisisonline

current smell: rain
current me: eris
current most fun brother: biff

from my fon

the most recent horoscope for me, gemini:

Gemini
Please remember that I don't just make up the stuff in these horoscopes; I try to convey the moods of the cosmic forces and offer suggestions about how to align yourself with them. Having said that, I'll completely understand if this week's astrological mandate is too much for you, Gemini. Don't feel guilty if you can't summon the chutzpah to carry it out. The omens say you would benefit from acquiring a hand puppet, preferably an old-fashioned one from a thrift store. You should wear the puppet on your hand often in the coming days. In a different voice from your normal one, you should make it talk about the "shadow truths" of every situation you encounter: the crucial subtexts everyone is aware of but inclined to ignore, the unspoken mysteries that need to be named, and the illusions you can no longer afford to feed.

yes

sleep.or.die.

goodnight.

really love your beaches wanna shake your trees

my "doc's hard lemon" says lower calories, lower carbs
i guess girly drinks have to be calorie conscious

really doesn't help the fat anorexic which is me which is suppose to be having more calories and carbs
well, i suppose the sort of calories beer type drinks have aren't the 'right sort' anyway

fucking pants are falling off
>:|
and the next size smaller jeans i kept around because i knew i'd eventually fit them again ..... are getting loose
this should make me happy, and it does
but i tire of always pulling up my pants
i should invest in belts

well, i have this sappy, comfortable sitting place, warm house, rain smell, booze and general fuzzy feeling induced inclination to wax unpoetic about all the online people i miss
but, as life goes, the ones i probably miss the most likely didn't notice i was gone so i'll spare myself the insecure worry and skip it altogether, i will just tell people individually when they notice i have electronic existence again (for now)
good idea eris
thank you very much.

oh here's an amusing story,
there are two red-headed brothers who work at my company
today one of them scooted back out of his cubicle eyed the name placard on my cubicle and said
"your name's really eris?"
i said "yes sir, indeed it is, i'm waiting for new unfucked up id, but i can show you a credit card"
he said, "no i believe you, do you know there's a whole religion based on you?"
i say "of course i know, didn't you see the FNORD sticker by my name?"
he said "heh, i do now, ok just making sure you know who you are"

amused.