hoveringsombrero | Oct. 2nd, 2001

Oct. 2nd, 2001

damnit

n00dleboy came into irc when i wasn't looking
and left
:(

STOP IT.

STOP IT!!!

ow. :(

i wonder if people would get annoyed if i start responding with eyerolly guy when they say something stupid?

dumbass says : "blah blah blah i'm a dumbass blah"

eris says:

this is where my brother,

biff_lomax is at
he hasn't called me yet so i don't have the number to his room yet
i don't even know what dorm he's in :/
oh yeah i do. i bet i could just call the dorm and ask for his number i suppose

or call and ask my mother, heh

The length and brutality of it all was such that this Confederation never recovered. The implant is calculated to kill (by pneumonia etc) anyone who attempts to solve it. This liability has been dispensed with by my tech development. One can freewheel through the implant and die unless it is approached as precisely outlined. The "freewheel" (auto-running on and on) lasts too long, denies sleep etc and one dies. So be careful to do only Incidents I and II as given and not plow around and fail to complete one thetan at a time.

In December 1967 1 know someone had to take the plunge. I did and emerged very knocked out, but alive. Probably the only one ever to do so in 75,000,000 years. I have all the data now, but only that given here is needful.

One's body is a mass of individual thetans stuck to oneself or to the body.

One has to clean them off by running incident II and Incident I. It is a long job, requiring care, patience and good auditing.

You are running beings. They respond like any preclear. Some large, some small.

Thetans believed they were one. This is the primary error.

Good luck.

just seeing how well one i could trace with the draw pad
the mouth is fucked up because the paper shifted, i was looking down at the pad and didn't notice
if i wanted to spend more time i probably could have done better freehand

but that's not the point at all
just seeing what the pad can do

here's another trace
i can draw much better faces than this but i'm torn because i'm not sure that's a good thing
i overthink when i draw and i like the rushed lines of these tracings

less is more?

ok so i couldn't' leave well enough alone and had to try an actual drawing

i've been putting off trying to seriously draw people again because i'm just a wuss
and it looks as tho i'm not too good at closed eyes, looks more like demon eyes
and one must hold a drawpad pen in entirely different ways than an actual pen so my hand hurts
i'm not nearly as rusty as i thought i was, still need practice but i'm pleased

so here, not a trace,

LOL

isn't it a fairly normal thing to have a sex toy drawer?

what does eris get for procrastinating?
eris gets to clean while half awake

maybe i won't notice the crappy things cleaning chemicals do to my brain if i'm not quite awake

when i'm no longer poor i will never scrub toilets or floors ever again
:(

am i really AFK?

erisAFK> i wrote a song just now
erisAFK> goes like this
erisAFK> i don't wanna mop the floor no
erisAFK> i don't wanna mop the floor
erisAFK> i don't wanna mop the floor no!
erisAFK> no no no no no
erisAFK> YUK!
erisAFK> the end

i think i'll call my father

well that was nifty

note to self: talk to father more often
i haven't spoken with him since before the WTC thing so i hadn't gotten to discuss it with him

the funny thing is, he brings it up and the goes, "what do you think about, this and this and this that's going on"
exactly points that i've discussed with kal and that have gone thru my head
my father is nifty

now spanky has woken up and we're babbling

SCSi-ZzZz> hmmmm..
erisAFK> you're not sleeping
SCSi-ZzZz> your not AFK
erisAFK> yes i am, i type telepathically
* SCSi-ZzZz is dreaming this conversation

For those of you whose Christian toes I may have stepped on. let me take the opportunity to disabuse you of some lovely myths. For instance, the historic Jesus was not nearly the sainted figure has been made out to be. In addition to being a lover of young boys and men, he was given to uncontrollable bursts of temper and hatred that belied the general message of love, understanding and other typical Marcab PR. You have only to look at the history his teachings inspired to see where it all inevitably leads.

kiss the bunny

she purrs

Be three feet in back of your head.
Whatever you are looking at, copy it a dozen times, put it into you.
Find the two back corners of the room and hold onto them without thinking for two minutes.
Find two corners of the planet Earth, hold onto them for two minutes.
Find a place where you are not.

Locate a thought that is his.
Locate a thought that is yours.
Continue until flat.

i have come to the very firm conclusion that scientologists are merely misguided discordians who seem to have forgotten that taking absurdity seriously negates the entire thing, and have become too caught up in self replicating dogma to see that they've strayed

profundity in nonsense,
nonsense in profundity
continue until flat

goodnight.

i have nothing to say
lots to do in my today
but first

buffy
watching the E special on buffy
then buffy show

whatsa matter watcher, life almost pass before your eyes?

cuppa tea
cuppa tea
almost got shagged
cuppa tea

so buffy's a robot?
or a clone?
or a robot clone?

biological robot?

(ohyeah i forgot about spike's buffy sexbot)

anybody know how well this sort of thing works, or how reliable it is?
seems to work rather like a cel phone from what i can figure
one would think it'd be good if they're charging $479 for the little thing?