Sep. 8th, 2001

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i was thinking (uhoh)
pondering, wondering
is it possible to pick a form of insanity and then acquire it?

for an hypothetical example:

say i woke up one morning and thought "hey having an obsessive compulsive disorder sounds REALLY NEAT!" could i, in fact, become truly oc just from doing on a day to day basis what an oc would do?
and what about my near total lack of attention span?
would it be possible that i might fail and instead gain more sense of focus?
or just succeed and drive myself properly crazy

i knew a girl once who pretended she had multiple personality disorder, in reality whenever she got in trouble (from parents or say cheating on a bf) she'd claim no knowledge and blame it on the other personality, her own personal scapegoat, she's pretty much a (to use a medical term) whacko now tho. but not in the mpd sense, she gave up that game a few years ago.

:(

Sep. 8th, 2001 06:15 pm
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my mouse is fuxord
kal thought some fake hair was wrapped around one of the rollbars inside and that's what was preventing it from easily going left and right, i unwrapped the piece of fake hair and it's still having issues, i can't see anything else in there that should be preventing the bar from rolling smoothly

so this is how i'm using my mouse, push buttons with right hand, move insides with left index finger
*sigh*
the network is now working, if only i hadn't broken the stupid nic card thingy on my laptop

hehe

Sep. 8th, 2001 06:20 pm
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MOUSE PORN!

and it goes

Sep. 8th, 2001 06:35 pm
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just when you're nearly convinced everybody is fake and it's time to find a cave to hide in

your best friend messages you out of nowhere from half a world away
i *heart* nadin
she needs to come back now
stupid guam

fuck

Sep. 8th, 2001 07:11 pm
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i just got a rejection letter from kaiser

seems i'm fat, insane and tired.
so i get no health insurance
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i found THE best, most wonderful stuff i want to use as hair in wal-mart last night!!!

hairwise:
i need
bleach (my dark brown roots are quite long now)
manic panic (blue and black? red and black?)

can i cornrow my own entire head by myself i wonder?

i have to get a job
i guess downtown is the best bet since it's easy to get to
i wonder if i should go for the min wage easy to get, try to find the least stressful in that category
or if i should brave the evil temp agency circuit
why can't someone just give me a nice, quiet, sit in cubicle doing spreadsheets or paper work or memos or phones job without harassing me about my hair, insisting i smile enough to make my face hurt and insisting i socialize within the office drama matrix

blah blah teleblah
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i just want to go back to school
programmers aren't expected to be normal or social in general
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"Personally, I'm always ready to learn, although I do not always like being taught."
- Winston Churchill -

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