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i'm a pimp
Jun. 18th, 2001 12:09 amwho wants to fuck spanky?
just a $1000 a pop
just a $1000 a pop
Jun. 18th, 2001
You hurt me just now.
Jun. 18th, 2001 01:25 amWe've known each other for a long time now, and I think you know I'd never try to stop you from expressing what you feel. But I also have to express what I'm feeling, and what I'm feeling is hurt. Badly. I just want you to know that you really hurt me when you hit me in the face with that shovel.
I've tried hard not to let my pain show, but it's not easy. Maybe you can tell by the sad, confused expression I wear these days. Or the rivers of blood streaming down my face. But since you don't seem to realize what you've done, I guess I have to come right out and tell you that your actions have caused harm.
I realize empathy isn't your strong suit. Let me assure you, though, that getting walloped in the side of the face with a steel shovel hurts. Is that what you intended to do--hurt me? Believe me, I've tried my best to give you the benefit of the doubt. Maybe you were just trying to get my attention. Maybe you were showing off how good you are at swinging shovels. Or maybe you were signaling an airplane with it and lost control, sending it careening into the side of my skull. I hope so. But my gut instinct says your intent was to cause me pain, and I think you should know you did.
It's going to take a long time to get over this. This isn't something that just goes away. It'd be nice if the healing process were fast, but it'll probably be at least six months. This isn't the first time I've been hurt by someone I cared for, so I know what I'm talking about. What you've given me is a wound that may never heal. Even if it does, the scars will remain.
You owe it to me to at least talk about why you did what you did. Something like this will just fester if we try to pretend it never happened. If we ignore it, the six-inch gash in my cheek will get infected, bubbling over with gangrenous pus. But if, on the other hand, we work hard to make things better, with some time, understanding, and good old-fashioned reconstructive surgery, things might one day go back to the way they were. Especially around my left eye socket.
It's really just a matter of trust. And right now, I honestly don't trust you with a shovel anymore.
Okay, so maybe you didn't mean to hurt me as severely as you did. In moments of anger, people often don't realize the power of their actions. They don't understand that braining someone with a blunt object can really do harm. They just want to lash out, figuring you're more resilient than you really are. But now you can see that human beings, at their core, are fragile creatures. They can break. They can have their cheekbones shattered.
Look, we're all wounded creatures in our own way. No one goes through life without enduring his share of hurt and pain. But we owe it to each other to try to minimize that trauma, be it heart or head. So, next time you feel the urge to lash out at me, be it with a cruel remark or a nine-pound spade, remember that I bleed, just like you.
(stolen from theonion heh heh)
I've tried hard not to let my pain show, but it's not easy. Maybe you can tell by the sad, confused expression I wear these days. Or the rivers of blood streaming down my face. But since you don't seem to realize what you've done, I guess I have to come right out and tell you that your actions have caused harm.
I realize empathy isn't your strong suit. Let me assure you, though, that getting walloped in the side of the face with a steel shovel hurts. Is that what you intended to do--hurt me? Believe me, I've tried my best to give you the benefit of the doubt. Maybe you were just trying to get my attention. Maybe you were showing off how good you are at swinging shovels. Or maybe you were signaling an airplane with it and lost control, sending it careening into the side of my skull. I hope so. But my gut instinct says your intent was to cause me pain, and I think you should know you did.
It's going to take a long time to get over this. This isn't something that just goes away. It'd be nice if the healing process were fast, but it'll probably be at least six months. This isn't the first time I've been hurt by someone I cared for, so I know what I'm talking about. What you've given me is a wound that may never heal. Even if it does, the scars will remain.
You owe it to me to at least talk about why you did what you did. Something like this will just fester if we try to pretend it never happened. If we ignore it, the six-inch gash in my cheek will get infected, bubbling over with gangrenous pus. But if, on the other hand, we work hard to make things better, with some time, understanding, and good old-fashioned reconstructive surgery, things might one day go back to the way they were. Especially around my left eye socket.
It's really just a matter of trust. And right now, I honestly don't trust you with a shovel anymore.
Okay, so maybe you didn't mean to hurt me as severely as you did. In moments of anger, people often don't realize the power of their actions. They don't understand that braining someone with a blunt object can really do harm. They just want to lash out, figuring you're more resilient than you really are. But now you can see that human beings, at their core, are fragile creatures. They can break. They can have their cheekbones shattered.
Look, we're all wounded creatures in our own way. No one goes through life without enduring his share of hurt and pain. But we owe it to each other to try to minimize that trauma, be it heart or head. So, next time you feel the urge to lash out at me, be it with a cruel remark or a nine-pound spade, remember that I bleed, just like you.
(stolen from theonion heh heh)
i want to get many "controversial" or "offensive" symbols tattoo'ed on me
not big or very obvious
i'm trying to think of them
maybe as a band around a limb?
swastika, 666, pentagram, upside down cross
hell rightside up cross
maybe a heart
illuminati triangle,
tell me more
i know there are lots
not big or very obvious
i'm trying to think of them
maybe as a band around a limb?
swastika, 666, pentagram, upside down cross
hell rightside up cross
maybe a heart
illuminati triangle,
tell me more
i know there are lots
jack does write haiku
Jun. 18th, 2001 03:34 amhi my name is jack
i'm a very manly man
give me your daughters
i might be pretty
but damn you i am not gay
you have nice boobies
i'm a very manly man
give me your daughters
i might be pretty
but damn you i am not gay
you have nice boobies
eris must be busy after she sleeps
got nakedparts and deadjournal stuff that i completely fucked off the last few days
and packing
gotta get stuff done while i still have dsl
hopefully moving Friday
hey stranger can you spare a thousand?
about to fold the clothing of kal and then wake him up if he hasn't gotten up himself
and most of all to remember this week
DON'T WORRY
DON'T PANIC!
be.
got nakedparts and deadjournal stuff that i completely fucked off the last few days
and packing
gotta get stuff done while i still have dsl
hopefully moving Friday
hey stranger can you spare a thousand?
about to fold the clothing of kal and then wake him up if he hasn't gotten up himself
and most of all to remember this week
DON'T WORRY
DON'T PANIC!
be.
monday monday
Jun. 18th, 2001 05:41 pmthis is my morning
aren't you jealous?
blah
woke up pretty hot, but it wasn't AS hot today as the last few days
no irc this week if i can help it
going to start on backlog of email in a bit
first i should eat something so i don't discover 7 hours later that i'm still sitting here working and feeling sick 'cause i haven't eaten
damn nick is here
no nick shall stop me from my breakfast!
ugh stupid stomach needing food
*woozy*
aren't you jealous?
blah
woke up pretty hot, but it wasn't AS hot today as the last few days
no irc this week if i can help it
going to start on backlog of email in a bit
first i should eat something so i don't discover 7 hours later that i'm still sitting here working and feeling sick 'cause i haven't eaten
damn nick is here
no nick shall stop me from my breakfast!
ugh stupid stomach needing food
*woozy*
nick talked at me a lot when i was getting food
all friendly like
told me about the ice maker problems (fridge is in middle of kitchen)
asked about where we're moving
told me he's going a physical coming up and they're going to "stick a camera up my fucking ass"
then he saw some of my izone pictures and started asking me about the camera
odd, oh yeah and he gave me anti-itchy stuff for my mosQuito bites
i guess he's just happy cause we're leaving
all friendly like
told me about the ice maker problems (fridge is in middle of kitchen)
asked about where we're moving
told me he's going a physical coming up and they're going to "stick a camera up my fucking ass"
then he saw some of my izone pictures and started asking me about the camera
odd, oh yeah and he gave me anti-itchy stuff for my mosQuito bites
i guess he's just happy cause we're leaving
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from the "why" section of the request posting ability for nakedparts form
one guy said this:
doubtful guy, doubtful, if ana didn't know nakedparts is run by me (if she knows about it) a link from her would likely kill me with all the posting requests
shit, dunno, pretty well known about anyway
i'm glad livejournal, not me, hosts it though
unfortunately i had to delete his request because he said ana's name!
*snork* actually he didn't read the form fully and i actually did delete his request, maybe he'll read it next time before he submits
MY KINGDOM FOR PEOPLE THAT READ THE INSTRUCTIONS BEFORE THEY SEND FORMS!
one guy said this:
why: damned if i remember now, but i'm thinking it was thru ana's webpage....
Either way I like the site!
doubtful guy, doubtful, if ana didn't know nakedparts is run by me (if she knows about it) a link from her would likely kill me with all the posting requests
shit, dunno, pretty well known about anyway
i'm glad livejournal, not me, hosts it though
unfortunately i had to delete his request because he said ana's name!
*snork* actually he didn't read the form fully and i actually did delete his request, maybe he'll read it next time before he submits
MY KINGDOM FOR PEOPLE THAT READ THE INSTRUCTIONS BEFORE THEY SEND FORMS!
why: i like naked stuff, dood. im a hippie and i think nakies is nice.
why: linking in from other interesting people who I've found on LJ
why: I wish to have a means to explore.
why: I am curious about others.
I admire those brave enough to post their naked parts.
I am building up the courage to post my own.
and what the hell is this?
why: linking in from other interesting people who I've found on LJ
why: I wish to have a means to explore.
why: I am curious about others.
I admire those brave enough to post their naked parts.
I am building up the courage to post my own.
and what the hell is this?
Date: Thu, 14 Jun 2001 12:00:33 -0800 (PDT)
To: eris@eriscam.com
From: "Information Services" <important_phone_call@response.etracks.com>
Subject: Do you know these people?
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To Whom it may concern:
We're trying to reach Jeffrey, Suzanne and NakedParts. If you
know them, tell them to call us immediately at the toll free
number listed below.
1-800-595-9415
The private code for the three people is BD0614. Make sure
they call us quickly. Thanks.
1-800-595-9415
Call 10:00 am to 10:00 pm EST
Monday through Friday
10:30 am to 4:30 pm on Saturday
email caught up on
about 200 emails this time
a few left that are deadjournal stuff
i don't expect i'll get a lot of deadjournal stuff done tonight but i shall start
it's wrasslin time so i'm going to go out into the cooler temperature room and watch it with spanky
about 200 emails this time
a few left that are deadjournal stuff
i don't expect i'll get a lot of deadjournal stuff done tonight but i shall start
it's wrasslin time so i'm going to go out into the cooler temperature room and watch it with spanky