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this entry is for me not for you,
i think kal may be done fixing my computer tonight, and guy on news said the temperature is going to start cooling down a bit from tomorrow through the weekend

haven't heard back from Ed about tickets to Chicago, but i talked to btripp a bit before he disappeared when i went to hunt food, and it sounds like they're just really busy, i just hope i haven't been forgotten

i was watching my icq all weekend for giggle and i wanted to talk to her, and i wake up and find spanky's been talking to her ... now i dunno what to do, it wasn't live-threatening need to talk to her ... was hoping maybe to get her help so we could move on time.
i know it sounds immature and stupid but whenever an assumed friend starts talking to spanky a lot then they don't like me anymore ... so at the moment i'm really not looking forward to moving to LA now
suspecting the people i was excited about meeting won't be very interested in meeting me

i miss nadin.

*blush*

well i feel kinda dumb, i wasn't trying to get comforted in the last entry that's why i disabled comments, but spanky came out and told me giggles was trying to icq me so i went back to the laptop and she told me to look at her cam and i talked to her for a while, she's such a sweetie =)

i blushed a lot at her campictures and i'll have to do the same for her on cam at some point, spanks and kal are going to the store and i think i'm going with them, i saved 9 pictures in total so you'll see one below then i'll lj-cut so it doesn't take up too much of people's friend's pages



( click for more pretty giggles girl )

wow, that sucked

got back from the store with kal and spanky
it seems somehow i pissed kal off and i'm not sure how

maybe it was because he changed my screen turn off from 2 mins to 15 and i didn't ask him not to i just asked him to put it back after he used my laptop, he said no he wouldn't and something about shit i did to his computer *confused* that seemed to piss him off, but maybe it was he kept coming up behind me and licking me and i got annoyed, maybe that pissed him off
i wish i could be like everyone else and just decide it was somebody else's fault whenever someone gets pissed at me
maybe he's just still pissy because it's hot and he has to commute and my computer's being a bitch?

i dunno, i'm going to try not to think about it, cause asking him if he's pissed will piss him off *owbrainhurts*

HEY YOU!, yeah you there reading this ... do you have a freezer?
can i come live in it?
please?

:D

well it's looking safe to assume kal is just pissy in general
i'm having yogurt!!

tired of my hair

i've been thinking about it for a couple months, and just this morning i was being annoyed at my hair and thinking all i ever do with it right now is put it in the stupid fake bun thing and ignore it, and it gets all snarly and annoyed, and it's heavy and it's hot

so, i decided, i want it cut off NOW! it's driving me batty, i was going to see if kal would give me $9 and run off and do it this morning, he doesn't want me to go to a cheep supercuts type place, he wants me to wait till this weekend and he'll take me to a nice place so they won't fuck it up

i'm trying to convince myself it won't be so scary
eris> it won't be so heavy, and it won't be so hot, and i can do more with it extension wise
eris> i'm still gonna cry i know it

and my ragdolly stuff should finally be getting here soon, and that'll be easier to put in with short hair
i'm going to be sad, it's taken years to get this long
but i can't deal with it anymore, and i don't even like the way it looks really, i just like long hair
just end up putting it up anyhow, or putting it in braids

sometimes i read my words and they feel like someone else's

i'm reading a book called Daughter of God by Lewis Perdue
it's about a second messiah that was female and current day catholic organizations attempting to cover it up
it's a thriller, and i'm much enjoying it

i don't much like the word yogurt, but it's tasty

my god!

COULD IT BE?
CAM ON
sleep tho

just one cam, was going to put cam3 on the room but it refuses to focus (and it's the newst one) :(
so just the 3com

GUEST CAM (no remote yet>

MEMBER CAM (cam 2)

ugh!

didn't sleep long enough but it was horribly horribly hot in the bedroom

cam is still in there, and it's in the hottest part of the room, so i'm not venturing to get it yet

making some food and watching voyager (missed the first half)