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*sigh*
i woke up cause i got too warm i think
so i took a shower
i was kinda hopeing Cryo was awake, cause i got online and started brainstorming about stuff he's been molesting my brain about

now i'm playing in psp and thinking about going back to bed
(knock on wood) DSL on tuesday?

damnit

i spent oh i dunno
check the time of the last entry
that much time
making an image
and psp refuses to save

all gone
reboot time
:(

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pixel by pixel the battle was won

yes i know what you think of me you never shut up

an attack of what exactly

something un-eris-like?
thoughts in my head
maybe very eris-like
who's to say?

when you're really poor you don't whine about it
don't talk about it
ignore it, hope it goes away
like that guy that keeps dropping by and eating your food and watching your tv and
won't
go
away
don't look at him, maybe he'll get the hint

when you really want to die you don't hint at it
"oh i'm going to kill myself"
you
just
do
it

nike says so

jump off something high
*splat*
stick a gun in your mouth
*bang*

or copy kal's friend's father, tie something around your neck then around a door, oh no not far enough off the floor, hold your legs up till you die

or like my aunt
tie one end of a rope around your neck and then the other around a stair banister
SCOOT down till you die

or my other aunt
short and sweet
gun to the temple alone in the bedroom where she used to sleep with her husband(exhusband)
brains all over the wall

call my father's side of the family lots of things, just don't call us not determined!

how did this turn into about suicide?
like i fucking know, i just work here


when you're really rich you don't have money
or cars
or lots of computers
when you're really rich you've got friends
and respect
and loyalty
roof over your head
friends
friends
people who care

who
DO
give a flying fuck

yup
that's what i think

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i got bored, here's EVERYWHERE i've been in my entire life
not much, as you can see i've only been off my side of the states once now :)

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sleep now
DSL tomorrow?
hopehopehope
hopehopehope
cross your toes for us
they didn't call and cancel!!
so hopehopehope

kal was sweet, he put my other usb cam up on the camshelf in the bedroom where it's supposed to go, not hooked up to anycomputer, but sitting there wating paitiently till it can
:)

did i say sleep?
yes i did

after that "attack of what now?" entry yesterday i've come to the conclusion that i can say anything and no one questions it
so i think i'll start bitching about people tomorrow
*waves a list*
or maybe sleep all day
who's to say?