an attack of what exactly
Oct. 9th, 2000 04:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hoveringsombrerosomething un-eris-like?
thoughts in my head
maybe very eris-like
who's to say?
when you're really poor you don't whine about it
don't talk about it
ignore it, hope it goes away
like that guy that keeps dropping by and eating your food and watching your tv and
won't
go
away
don't look at him, maybe he'll get the hint
when you really want to die you don't hint at it
"oh i'm going to kill myself"
you
just
do
it
nike says so
jump off something high
*splat*
stick a gun in your mouth
*bang*
or copy kal's friend's father, tie something around your neck then around a door, oh no not far enough off the floor, hold your legs up till you die
or like my aunt
tie one end of a rope around your neck and then the other around a stair banister
SCOOT down till you die
or my other aunt
short and sweet
gun to the temple alone in the bedroom where she used to sleep with her husband(exhusband)
brains all over the wall
call my father's side of the family lots of things, just don't call us not determined!
how did this turn into about suicide?
like i fucking know, i just work here
when you're really rich you don't have money
or cars
or lots of computers
when you're really rich you've got friends
and respect
and loyalty
roof over your head
friends
friends
people who care
who
DO
give a flying fuck
yup
that's what i think
thoughts in my head
maybe very eris-like
who's to say?
when you're really poor you don't whine about it
don't talk about it
ignore it, hope it goes away
like that guy that keeps dropping by and eating your food and watching your tv and
won't
go
away
don't look at him, maybe he'll get the hint
when you really want to die you don't hint at it
"oh i'm going to kill myself"
you
just
do
it
nike says so
jump off something high
*splat*
stick a gun in your mouth
*bang*
or copy kal's friend's father, tie something around your neck then around a door, oh no not far enough off the floor, hold your legs up till you die
or like my aunt
tie one end of a rope around your neck and then the other around a stair banister
SCOOT down till you die
or my other aunt
short and sweet
gun to the temple alone in the bedroom where she used to sleep with her husband(exhusband)
brains all over the wall
call my father's side of the family lots of things, just don't call us not determined!
how did this turn into about suicide?
like i fucking know, i just work here
when you're really rich you don't have money
or cars
or lots of computers
when you're really rich you've got friends
and respect
and loyalty
roof over your head
friends
friends
people who care
who
DO
give a flying fuck
yup
that's what i think
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well....
Date: 2000-10-09 08:47 am (UTC)It really does make everything better. It makes the pain go away. It makes the hunger go away. It makes your debts go away. Nothing really gets good, but there is nothing bad left,so have at it I say. Its not murder if you have consent....
And I agree with the rich thing (kinda). For the first time ever i feel that i am rich with friends, i feel like i am where i belong in life. Before i moved here i felt like i was trailing, trying to keep up. Now i feel like i am on the right road, and am going to get things accomlished.. Motivation is all thats keeping anyone from doing anything, and one day, soon, everything will be perfect.. thats what i think anyway....