amusing

well after this i doubt i'll be able to go in jennichat again

jennicam.com has something dubbed "turbo chat" with the standard java chat
however seems to be it's own irc server
irc.jennicam.org #jennicam
so i got there with my irc client

here's some quotes i found amusing:

first thing that catches my eye, hasn't every camgirl said this:

Jenni> Lately, I'm struck by the most intense urge to shut off the cam, to just stop having to put up with everybody's SHIT. And then I realize if I do that, they've won. I've let their shit overcome the only truth I really know.
oh convince me to stay, please please (yeah even probably i am guilty of this):


Jenni> I'm trying not to talk about it on the site because that just fuels it more, and because deep down I think I'm weak for letting it get to me, but this has been one of the hardest periods of my life. Harder than being physically beaten and raped as a teenager
and this doesn't fuel it?

Jenni> But knowing that I have Dex, and seeing directions for my life instead of just subjects and issues, and seeing my life in the context of the universe instead of the context of society, I can make it through
.... uhm ....... what?

grnbrg> Can you hint at who you're designing a site for? Or no?
Jenni> If I were certain it wouldn't get around and nobody would try to do anything mean, I would.
Jenni> Their site isn't very securely hosted, I'm afraid of the #hack group
..... yeah

---->begin fortune cookie
Jenni> I just want serenity, and I know it's not going to happen here on earth for any longer than a few minutes at a time.

Jenni> There is no nobility in being better than another. There is only nobility in being better than you used to be.
---->end fortune cookie

Jenni> Honestly, I'm a lot more 'myself' than I was when JenniCam started
as opposed to? whom?

Jenni> I care less about hairstyles and clothes and I don't read magazines or watch TV anymore. I care about my friends and their opinions, I care about other caring people. Everything else is distraction.
*gasp* she doesn't care about her appearance? i could make a courtney reference to the last part, but i think you're smart enough to've caught that

Jenni> Dex is out peddling his ass. Trying to find a job still :)
yeah, uhhuh, yup

enter warped stage left

(with most inbetween chat cut out for eaiser reading, some left in to give you the full picture that the silliness was mostly ignored)

kryten and tala joined before cryo
*** Join: Cryo (JenniChat@aerowaves.warped.com)
Cryo> woowoo
SweetPea> I am "black cherry" at the moment.
Kryten> hi cryo
SweetPea> they don't make it anymore :(
Jodi> hey!cryo!
*** Hrmpf is now known as Tala
Jodi> cool
Cryo> moo
*** Join: fade (dream@kajira.moonshade.org)
Jenni> Seriously, Harrisburg was cool for the same reason as Sacramento - it's close to a lot of stuff.
matt> London, England
Kryten> London sucks
Jodi> oh, people... don't talk about travel... it's a serious addiction of mine! :/
* Tala yawns
Jodi> well...
mac> You ever seen Nuremberg?
* Kryten pokes Tala
Jodi> in the winter, sure!
Jodi> in the summer, i have to avoid humidity
Tala> Ow!
Lise> Yup, matt. My mum's from there.
* Tala pokes Kry
matt> CooL! Where you now lise?
KissyFish> true. but i guess there are alot in Lancaster
* Kryten looks at Tala
* Jodi pounces on amy
* Quex-Ul laments (in a happy way) having another vibrant irc channel to try to avoid while working!
* Tala looks at Kryten
* Amy shrieks and runs
* Kryten sticks her tongue out
* eris pokes kryten
Jodi> i had my first heat stroke in the wonderful state of Florida
* Tala makes googly eyes
*** Quit: Guest5 (Leaving)
* Kryten jumps on eris's toe
* Tala throws a beachball at Eris
Lise> Ehh -- I live 2 1/2 hours out of the city... very peaceful.
* eris ducks
Jenni> I totally needed that. Really.
eris> beachballs scare me
* Kryten pinches cryo's bum
Cryo> back to warped for me :)
cheshire> anytime babe...same time tomorrow?
Tala> That would be WARPED.COM
Jenni> Quite possibly ;)
Quex-Ul> Ellie: Yeppers!
Kryten> warped.com...the best web hosts in the known universe?
*** Quit: Cryo ( chortle)
*** Quit: Guest7 (Leaving)
Tala> That one! WAPRED.COM
* Jodi giggles
ala> Hmm...WAPRED.COM.....that's neat place, huh?
KissyFish> well, i gotta go...take the turtle in, and pickup some more stuff for my move this weekend :)
eris> did someone say warped.com?
Jodi> Tala, that's enough of that, okay?
Quex-Ul> Okay, really going now. Really. Uh huh....
Tala> =)
Jodi> we like warped.com
Bailey> oy vey
Jodi> now stop it or I'll get angry
cheshire> uhoh jodis gonna get mad...everybody duck
*** Quit: Tala ( WARPED.COM RULES!!!!!!!!!!!)
KD> anyone know any sites where I can get good jenni pics?
SweetPea> how bout jennicam :)
Sean_M_Sh> try jennicam.org :)
*** Join: Lisa (JenniChat@user-33qtob0.dialup.mindspring.com)
*** Quit: fade (give me one more medicated peaceful moment because i don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility)
KD> I mean naked
Sean_M_Sh> naked ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Amy> I *thought* that's what you meant!
Lise> why didn't you just say that?
Sean_M_Sh> shame on you KD
Lise> afraid of the boot?
Jodi> KD: That's poor manners
KD> ok, im sorry :-)
* Lise snickers.
*** Quit: Lisa ( HTTP://CAMS.WARPED.COM WHERE THE GIRLS ARE REAL!!!!!)

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i'm temped to delete that chat entry
it's long
and annoying me
heh

*bigsigh*

ok, shower,
dye?
think about packing
i have this weird depression before a trip thing that happens
haven't done much but sleep the past 2 days

off across my known world to GA to see cryo, fade n lil
never been in a plane that long
never been off the west coast
more people made of text and pixels turning into "real people"
i'm sure i'll be excited tomorrow
kal refuses to join the mile high club :(

hehe

stopdrlaura.com!!!

well lookit that, surfing around and i find the dr laura tv show

dr laura staring into the camera, about assisted suicide for terminal illness, saying, (paraphraseing) "dont' fall into the compassion trap when a friend or loved one wishes to choose to die, even if WE can't see a purpose for their suffering, there IS one and it's not our place so go against that"

uhm WHAT?
"trap of compassion"?

oh man, 5 mins into and it pisses me off

this really is sickening

dr.laura has the lady on who's fiance was helped by dr (can't spell it) kavorcian?

and another dude and they're argueing with the lady

dr.laura:"how do you know he didn't change his mind at the last min?"
dr.laura:"why didn't he WANT to have every possible min with his son? wasn't that selfish of him?"

and the dude is saying that NO ONE has assisted suicide becuase of pain and/or suffering, just because they don't want to be a burden, the don't REALLY want to die

reallyreallyreally, if you ever listened to my radio show before you'll know i'm all for freedom of speech, but, still ugh, i'd just like to kill her
that's not very freedom of speech of me
disjointed irate eris speak
UGH
stupid bitch
stupid bitch

let's play...

what's on eris' head?

(pictures broken and missing)

I'M 23 AND I SUFFER FROM YTD!!

now i know what's wrong with me,
all these years and i finally know!

Y.T.D.

seriously folks, i really wouldn't be surprised to see something like this as a real article

slightly fuzzy

but a pretty good pic of my new hair color :D
as well as new lj pic

(picture broken and missing)