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well i'm kinda glad i had my little outburst while the jenni/hereandnow thing was going on,
i know what i said was read tho,
i vent and move on?

my brain is spinning today, i'm really not doing too well, lots of stupid panic, but ..really .. time to stop whineing and focusing on it and move on, try to pinpoint what's really bothering me

#1 that has to deal with HERE, i was thinking i was annoyed that we've still not gotten a dsl instal date i started thinking about that while waking up this morning and i realized it's more specific than that even ...
example: as i speak the laptop and cams are downstairs still in bag

whats irking me is not so much lack of dsl ('net is slow but i can keep cams running fine) it's lack of permanant cams, as much as i love my portable computing device it's wearing on me to drag it everywhere (yeah yeah bitch bitch, at least i've GOT a laptop right?)

here's the BEST most wishful solution

3 more cams
2 usb cards
1 more computer
this would equal permanant cams in at least; bedroom, studio, and living room (as well as cam on laptop) and possibly permant shower one (oh to dream)
and at LEAST one would be always on until dsl

and now POSSIBLE solution:
1usb card

i still have one cam not used with a usb card i can put it perm in the bedroom
put the quickcam that's on the laptop onto my big computer(plan anyhow) in studio,
and wait for living room cam later

possible answer to cheep solution

i'm going with mother to computer show tomorrow, in exchange for some software she's buying me some computer stuff, namely what i need to put big computer back together
powersupply
and a nicer keyboard
(cause i spilt wine into kal's when qt was here so i gave him my nice one)

mother doesn't know what a usb card is, maybe i can convince her that it's something needed for my computer to run?
thta's a possibility
(hmm sudden green tea craving)

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ohmygod!!
we have dr pepper and i forgot!!

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YAY, spanky's coming home!

doug couldn't go this wednessday for reasons that i thought we already resolved
apperantly some people don't think eris and kal mean what they say

and spanky HAS to leave by thursday

so kal's gonna go ahead go on thrus morning, miss school on friday and be back here by monday

they're also going to try to stop by cyd's on the way back here

guess i should explain

spanky flew back to texas to finish his GED, and to get the rest of his stuff, kal is going to fly over there and they're going to drive back in spanky's car

chaos trying to be more clear?
what a thing.

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very amusing