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bleh, lookit the time .. soo much stuf going on in my head, couldn't talk about it online even if i had words, bleh, things ARE going well mostly, i'm just reluctant to believe it and/or want it to happen faster, will i sleep tonight?
who knows

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in search of inspiration

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*yawn* inspiration so far not found, so i'll babble

i've been anti photoshop and for paintshop pro (just couldn't say pro twice, shit just did), basicaly because PSP was easy to get and crack and i'm lazy, well i am faced with the oddness of having a full version of photoshop with all the spiffy add-ons and other adobe things on my computer (thanks Rainer) and on a dialup and not able to find my old copy of PSP and not feeling like waiting forever to DL it, so during the times that the mexican has been useing the phone line on his computer i've been mucking around with photoshop, and something just clicked today, and i'm haveing alot of fun with it, granted my fun probablly looks like chicken scratch to a pro grafic designer, but i'm having fun,
HEH on that note i know a couple G.D.'s who don't know their ass from a mouse, so i shouldn't be so down on myself

hehe
did i say *yawn*?

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road waffles kicks ass by the way

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what a horrid traitor this brain is

i find my thoughts turning to sleep

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ok well. sleep again i suppose
or something resembleing it

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ack, what a draining show, i'm glad that i only do the anti-drlaura show once a week, bleh then i called my mother and got in an argument about dr laura, bleh bleh bleh, it's an icky day but a fun (but draining show) finally got the encoder to record to a local file during the show, heh i should probably check and make sure it recorded, BUT do i really want to hear a recording of my voice, who knows

bleh

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see?

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see?

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hear

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first archived show from mrradio, heh FINALLY
http://eriscam.com/show/may-8-00.asf