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JESUS, my sleeping shedule just gets weirder and weirder, i didn't sleep till early this morning, oh hell, i guess that's yesterday morning now, anyhow, we went out to eat, drove by the housing prospect, looks good, didn't talk to anybody so we still don't know if they have any avalible, but i'm hopeing, (*sniff* woke up a tad stuffy) then we saw GLADIATOR today, godamn cool movie, very epic, however i was dead tired and it was LONG and i kept drifting off and i HATE THAT, makes my ME ache to drift off in bad positions, so i just passed out as soon as we got home, i just woke up and I'M HUNGRY and the mexican is at a friends house and i tried to call to see if he'd bring me home food, but no answer, so i guess i just have to wait till he gets here, i want taco bell damnit :D

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moo, no one around to talk to and i don't feel like being productive, i'm going to go read some more

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bleh, so, uhm, i'm awake now and stuff, it's raining, bored sunday

blah

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i need to get outside i think, at least outside the house, things (moving-wise) are feeling iffy again, i'm feeling all cooped up and smushed in, i feel like there's a layer of cotton between my skull and my brain, fuzzy icky, need fresh air, i feel like all the good things are just out of my reach, i can SEE them but can't quite reach, kinda like those dreams where you keep running and running, but can't get where you're going or feel like you're runnring thru jello or something

bleh anyhow, for some odd reason the mexican and i always want to go to long john silvers when it's raining, so i suppose i must get dressed and find my weird hat to smush down my wild bangseses

follow the yellow brick road

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some people don't realize the typing window for the livejournal software is resizable
heh sorry obscure reference, never you mind

HAPPY NEWS!! i have a new monitor!!! well new to me that is, it's actually kinda old BUT it works so much better than the one i was using, the old one is 13 inches and it would only go as high as 640x480, BLEH this one is a tad bigger, but i've got it set at 1024x768 I CAN SEE ENTIRE WEB PAGES NOW!!! it makes me soo happy, AND AND AND i got a video cap card tooo!!! i'd be alot more excited if i HAD the fast connection so i could put up 3 or 4 cams, but it'll happen soon enough,

patience is not a virtue of mine, no it's not

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bleh, what a sweet and sour day/time this is, soo many things to make me happy still so manythings just out of my reach, i feel like there is somehing i should be doing to speed up the good changes, but there isn't really, gah bleh thppbt, i dunno, i'm just a whiney never satisfied bitch i suppose, hehe