why do i bother?
whydoibotherwhydoibother?
i got ahead of myself again i guess
looks like spanky's fatilsim won
doesn't look like i/we'll be able to GET to classes
car issues
i should go drop all but the online class
i'm not ready to give up yet?
crushed.
i don't know what to do
write my rich grandmother and whine?
won't do any good,
she's a multimillionare,
but thinks she's poor.
stop overextending myself i guess
such things are not for me.
i probably woulda failed anyhow.
whydoibotherwhydoibother?
i got ahead of myself again i guess
looks like spanky's fatilsim won
doesn't look like i/we'll be able to GET to classes
car issues
i should go drop all but the online class
i'm not ready to give up yet?
crushed.
i don't know what to do
write my rich grandmother and whine?
won't do any good,
she's a multimillionare,
but thinks she's poor.
stop overextending myself i guess
such things are not for me.
i probably woulda failed anyhow.
ugh...
Date: 2000-12-12 12:20 pm (UTC)I'm a world class expert at overextension, so I can relate to what you're going through there. I'm going through one of my total burnout phases at the moment...vacation next month. Let's hope I live to see it!
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Date: 2000-12-12 12:33 pm (UTC)nope
Date: 2000-12-12 12:52 pm (UTC)we're using spanky's car and CA is a bitch with registereing an out of state car, etc. etc. etc.