hoveringsombrero | Gonna try this again

Last time I went all "fuck it, I'll sleep if I sleep" I was fine for a while.

Court was ... court, whatever,
There's a mark to stand on and you're coached by a bailiff with your lines,
so, rather like being in a movie.

I had called J right off, to let him know how it went,
and he said if I'd not found a ride by the time he left to pick up his cheque
that he'd give me directions to a bus that would go to meet him partway.

I found the cafe, got an iced chai,
still hadn't made it through all local people I know.
I think I was leaving unconvincing messages/texts,
also think maybe some of the texts didn't go through.

The courthouse is so stupidfar from everything,
and we're just days away from J having a car.
As much as it would have been nice to have been picked up,
hate, hatefuckinghatehate, asking for rides.

Anyhow, before I was anywhere near desperate,
(I was seriously prepared to wait till five if I had to)
J called and gave me excellent directions to a bus to take to meet him.

And that was, yet again, the last of the balance on my phone.

The rest of the day I'm missing chunks of,
and don't particularly care to recap,
heat got the better of me, but J was there to keep me alive,
Really wish that wasn't necessary, but I'm appreciative anyhow.

The important thing to me is that, although with J help,
I got home without successfully badgering anyone into a ride.
Makes me feel marginally less useless.

And I just got nearly six hours of sleep in a row,
which is actually a record for this week.
GO me!

Tiny, tiny victories.