I had this entry all written in my head and I lost it.
So it's going to totally suck now, I'm sure.
It's been a shitty couple weeks for me,
with the stupid forever headache and such.
I'm still hardly sleeping for shit,
and yet still sleeping much better with caffeine, oddly.
And insomnia SANS headache is so much better.
Past couple days I finally got a lot of shit done that I had been suppose to do before.
Being the lowest current contributor, it is my job to be the maid,
as such I feel bad for letting the DEATH HEADACHE get in my way so much.
Making things shiny has much improved my mood,
also I have fixed a few of the main other things that were stressing me out.
But still not sleeping quite so well.
I'm getting one decent 8ish stretch every other day or so.
Usually it's 5 hours.
I'm sure that stressing about stressing about lack of sleep is just making it worse.
eris as a circular conundrum.
Also, apparently the girlroommate has been gone,
just thought I kept missing her with my fucked up sleep,
or maybe that she'd been here during the worse bits of the death headache and I hadn't noticed.
Oh yes! Events of today.
The J-man and I did hop the magical public transportation device shaped as a large breadbox,
TO THE MOOOVIES!
Saw Clerks II
LOVED LOVED LOVED,
Jeff Anderson gave a spectacular performance,
and it's awesome to see Jay on screen all healthy and sober.
And then saw A Scanner Darkly,
which was trippy, fucked up shit, batman.
I enjoyed it, but came out of it feeling as if I was coming down from something.
I imagine seeing it drunk would make one nauseated as all fuck.
And being an Acid virgin I can only badly speculate on that point.
So to sum up:
Death Headache = 0
Caffeinated eris = 1 (soda for the win, bitches!)
Movies = awesome
Fun stories from Biff over phone = awesome
Funny calls from drunk friends = awesome
eris = SUPER RAD
Oh happy day! Calloo! Callay!
So it's going to totally suck now, I'm sure.
It's been a shitty couple weeks for me,
with the stupid forever headache and such.
I'm still hardly sleeping for shit,
and yet still sleeping much better with caffeine, oddly.
And insomnia SANS headache is so much better.
Past couple days I finally got a lot of shit done that I had been suppose to do before.
Being the lowest current contributor, it is my job to be the maid,
as such I feel bad for letting the DEATH HEADACHE get in my way so much.
Making things shiny has much improved my mood,
also I have fixed a few of the main other things that were stressing me out.
But still not sleeping quite so well.
I'm getting one decent 8ish stretch every other day or so.
Usually it's 5 hours.
I'm sure that stressing about stressing about lack of sleep is just making it worse.
eris as a circular conundrum.
Also, apparently the girlroommate has been gone,
just thought I kept missing her with my fucked up sleep,
or maybe that she'd been here during the worse bits of the death headache and I hadn't noticed.
Oh yes! Events of today.
The J-man and I did hop the magical public transportation device shaped as a large breadbox,
TO THE MOOOVIES!
Saw Clerks II
LOVED LOVED LOVED,
Jeff Anderson gave a spectacular performance,
and it's awesome to see Jay on screen all healthy and sober.
And then saw A Scanner Darkly,
which was trippy, fucked up shit, batman.
I enjoyed it, but came out of it feeling as if I was coming down from something.
I imagine seeing it drunk would make one nauseated as all fuck.
And being an Acid virgin I can only badly speculate on that point.
So to sum up:
Death Headache = 0
Caffeinated eris = 1 (soda for the win, bitches!)
Movies = awesome
Fun stories from Biff over phone = awesome
Funny calls from drunk friends = awesome
eris = SUPER RAD
Oh happy day! Calloo! Callay!
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Date: 2006-07-23 10:57 am (UTC)Are you taking melatonin and Vitamin B complex for your problems sleeping? Both will allow the body to better deal with stress and relax better; works for me every time. Another good thing is mixing soy protien powder with chocolate milk or apple cider. The increase in soluble protien amplifies the bodys build and recovery powers AND makes the sleep you do get more potent. While caffine wires you up some it's temporary. Higher levels will tire you out; that's why they give hyperactive kids speed to calm them.
What you doing on wed. ? wanted to see if you'd like to meet for a lunch r something, now that I have RELIBLE transportaton.
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Date: 2006-07-23 11:16 am (UTC)And no, I've not been taking anything, though those appear to be excellent suggestions. STOP STRESSING OUT SO MUCH ABOUT POINTLESS SHIT, ERIS, is the best suggestion, but easier typed in all caps than done.
Not doing anything Wednesday as far as I know, would be nice, but I'm pretty broke at the moment.
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Date: 2006-07-23 11:24 am (UTC)As in I will cover all expenses. Give me some ideas on what you like to eat. Call me wed. around 11am or so and we'll work it out then. I'll bring some of those supplements and you can try them before buying them. So as of now, consider yourseld doingsomething wed.
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Date: 2006-07-23 11:49 am (UTC)Do I have your phone number? I don't believe so.
The problem with typing in the overnight....
Date: 2006-07-24 09:33 am (UTC)cell- 349-1113
I'll remember to take it out of the car and have it on that night/morning... fer sure!
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Date: 2006-07-24 10:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-07-24 01:01 pm (UTC)However I am currently responding to you while I'm still drunk.
I know two excellent sushi places near me which are open till 2am,
barring (read: if you are a blasphemous heathen and don't like sushi) that there is one bar n grill, and one italian place also open 24 hours right near me.
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Date: 2006-07-24 09:43 pm (UTC)Scanner ...
Date: 2006-07-23 01:43 pm (UTC)which was trippy, fucked up shit, batman.
I enjoyed it, but came out of it feeling as if I was coming down from something.
I imagine seeing it drunk would make one nauseated as all fuck.
And being an Acid virgin I can only badly speculate on that point."
Wheeee! A Scanner Darkly is a Virtual Drug!
As I noted in my review (http://btripp.livejournal.com/629926.html) a couple of weeks back ... it certainly helps to be either a big P.K.D. fan, or have a lot of drug experiences to fall back on, because watching that movie was a whole lot like tripping.
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Date: 2006-07-23 02:36 pm (UTC)and you are an acid virgin? crazy!!
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Date: 2006-07-24 12:54 pm (UTC)Do I seem like someone who's done drugs?
Maybe you shoudln't answer that.
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Date: 2006-07-24 03:36 pm (UTC)drugs are bad, m'kay?
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Date: 2006-07-23 10:35 pm (UTC)and I've been gone all week, yeah. I had to babysit my boyfriend's dog while he was out of town.
But I probably won't be in the house much after tonight again.
Excellent job in the kitchen, I wanted to lick everything. I'm kind of glad I didn't.
Maybe one day the fridge will look as nice. But no pressure there, as I rarely see the inside of it anyway since I'm like you know, never here.
Feel better, crazypants.
-JR
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Date: 2006-07-24 10:34 am (UTC)Spotted this and thought I'd show it to you. there is a blonde version of you living in England....
Spotted it in a Drudge article in a british site about a supermodel saying how she avoided an eating disorder while dieting. They interviewed 5 hotties about their measurements. So you are in good company!
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Date: 2006-07-25 01:00 am (UTC)-JR