WOW, uhm, ok.

[hoveringsombrero]

this post is to let IRC people know i didn't leave mad and i'm just trying to figure out what i'm thinking about this

amusing things happened in #analove which are at the moment largely inconsequential, then Kal, it seems, annoyed one of the ircops Oleg, and got banned from analove then klined (CORRECTION: i'm stupid and say kline and kill interchangeably)

if you pay attention you will know that he and i try to stay out of each other's issues, except when he gets protective boyfriend .....but this time, i am an ircop and i'm his girlfriend, and RIGHT NOW i cannot in good conscience be on warpednet until i figure out how i feel about this

i have a tendency to cause disturbances and react and think without speaking at times, between that and probably standard procedure i was given a long lecture by Cryo before being given ircops about the proper behavior for an ircop, and well this kinda contradicts this...

i'm allowed to kline people that annoy me?
*blink*
then i'm having issues with the lecture about keeping personal feelings out of ircopage

perhaps he was being extreme in his lecture to get a point across?
perhaps i'm just naive in thinking it was possible for people to keep personal feelings out of things

i just don't know what i think yet
kal is hurt
i'm confused

perhaps more pondering is needed

ICQ is on for now in case people on irc want to contact me