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[hoveringsombrero]

happy fucking fourth of July
hoo-hah!

it was the best of times it was the worst of times

sometime later tonight i will go to the dreaded ER, get some drugs and get a doctor's note.

i'm almost glad i'm having serious girl problems right now, even if they may have been worsened by stress. gives me a valid reason to be feeling ick and gives me something tangible to get a doctors note for so i'll only get the one occurrence, hopefully i have enough PPT time so i won't lose any pay either.

i also haven't eaten today or yesterday
my lips are chapped i think my stomach has shrunk to nothing, i know i was drinking water yesterday not sure if i have today. i should at least drink water
maybe i should down some of that vitiman crap curtis gave me.

even if i'm still friending and filtering, it feels good not to be hiding.

what i hid mostly is how much everything since January has hurt me,
still hurts me i'm not over it, but i am moving on.
you know, eris of steel and all that, heartless bitch nothing touches me.
blah, i wish.

Comments

[leprosy.livejournal.com]

You hid things very well. Maybe that's not a good thing.

[cydniey.livejournal.com]

it'd be nice to be all those strong things people think we are, eh?

at least you are trying to resolve it, i am using my energy for evil and locking it away and making my face stone (without the use of botox, thank you very much) . . .

keep reaching inside for the part of you that fulfills the myth, i know it is in there, i know you will find it.

[davek.livejournal.com]

"It was the best of times, it was the blurst of times?! You stupid monkey!"

Monty Burns is great. I thought a little simpsons quote might cheer you up a bit, sounds like a very rough few days you've been having :\.