well ... wow

[hoveringsombrero]

reconnections

the other day i dashed off this long letter to someone from my past which i feel i owe a lot to
never expecting a response just letting person know a few things and that their help was appreciated.

long letter in response
omg
made this bitch of steel cry
shhhhh dun tell.

hmmm ... i've just been thinking a lot lately
there are a lot of people in my past that have just written me off or there was stupidity
i'm not out to repair burned bridges.
i'm just realizing that there are a number of nifty people that i've just plain fallen out of contact with, or just accidentally got pushed away in one of my ignore the world phases.

been emailing a lot lately, talked to GRG, i was bitching to myself why hadn't he responded, and i go look and he'd emailed me last ... in march ... with a better email for me to use.
dumb bitch eris!

so couple mails back and forth, i always have fun with him in san fran so i suggested mayhaps sometime soon, i asked him to be my rent-a-boyfriend, hehe
grg's are good for that.

and my brother just called me a "silly ass face"
HAHA

Comments

[cydniey.livejournal.com]

by the way, though we have drifted apart, i still have a place in my heart for you. i never gave up on you, just backed away when the time seemed right . . . i just wanted you to know that.

[eris.livejournal.com]

i do appreciate that.

honestly you distress me. i still read you but often i see a similarites to me in you, and i've got half guy brain so i want to FIX, i want you to be happy i want to just *poof* give you a perfect life.
and i can't.
and it's frustrating.
and i never know what to say i'm not good at comfort i just want to FIX.
=/
so i avoid and try to think happy thoughts at people.
yeah.

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